More than just kiss (written for icedragontmr)
Title: More than just a kiss
Pairing/Group: Sakuraiba
Rating/Warnings: NC17
Summary: Masaki is scared and has doubts because his boyfriend soon leaves to the university... It may be really far far away. Will their relationship survives possible long distance?
Note: This is for icedragontmr. I hope it fits your tastes... Enjoy :)
Masaki didn't want to go there and to avoid any questions and preaching he hid in the wooden hut he built with his friend quite long time ago. It was supposed to be their hideout but with passing time the only one who was coming here was Aiba and, from time to time, his boyfriend - Sakurai Sho. That's why he was sure nobody will bother him or even try to find him. He was a bit sad and felt guilty because the boy he loved the most soon was about to graduate their high school and will go to the University and Masaki simply felt bad about it. This meant that Sho will not only be very busy with his studies, but he will probably be somewhere far away. Maybe even abroad?
"He will forget about me..." Aiba whispered to himself and curled on the fluffy futon he had brought with him the other night. The air was chilly, so he covered well with the blanket and sighed loudly. His beloved senpai is right now in the school's gym, at the graduation ball the principal decided to throw, copying American fashion. The younger boy didn't want to be there, knowing he won't be able to show even tiny bit of his feelings for Sho to anybody anyway. Also, this event was making him realize how little time they still had before parting. Sakurai didn't choose the University he wanted to attend to yet, or at least he didn't say anything to Masaki. Probably it meant he will go to America or somewhere in Europe, leaving the taller boy all alone. How long will take him to forget Aiba? A week? A month?
"I knew I would find you here..." Sho's voice sounded in the room and the younger one held his breath, startled. He had his eyes closed, so he decided to pretend he is sleeping without any particular reason. Masaki could feel Sakurai smiling while he was acting as quiet as he could, probably being careful and not wanting to wake up the latter. The younger one felt Sho's movements when he sat real close to him, spreading scent of wind and... hazelnuts...? For a longer while the slightly shorter one didn't say a word and Aiba thought he will fall asleep for real, but then, out of nowhere the older boy sighed.
"I know you are awake, Ma-kun... Why didn't you come to the ball? I have waited for you."
"I didn't feel good, so I didn't go." Masaki opened his eyes, but didn't look at the other one, afraid Sakurai will see right through him, seeing his fears and doubts. He didn't lie; he just didn't precise which part of him hurt. Sho frowned and gently made the latter turn on his back, pressing his cold lips to his forehead, checking if he has a fever.
"You're not burned up... Did you eat something bad? Or maybe it's your lung again? It'll be better if I take you back home, it's cold here and easy to catch a cold..."
"I am not sick Sho-chan. I just don't feel good..." Aiba sat up and just then he dared to look at his beloved one, not caring to hide anything anymore. "Your graduation is getting closer and you're going to university. I have to be here for another year, and I am not that good to pass exams to practically any of them... You will go abroad and me? I will stay here... So maybe it's a good time..."
"What are you talking about?" Sho frowned and tried to catch any sense from Masaki's words, shot with the speed of Uzi. "You are worried because you think I will leave you?"
"I know you will. You are the smartest person I have ever met, you can go everywhere you want, America, Europe..."
"Keio." Sakurai interrupted. He looked a bit irritated and worried, which made Aiba feel even guiltier than before. "I am going to Keio University to study Economics. You don't have to worry, I won't leave you." Sho smiled and touched the latter's cheek. Masaki gazed at the latter with still worried look and delicate frown on his forehead, which was brushed by the older boy's lips. The taller one moved closer and snuggled, closing his eyes and asking a question which just had to be said.
"If you want to go abroad, you can. Don't think about me, I... I'll be fine. I don't want you to stay here only because of me..."
"I am not. Keio is a great academy and I already talked with the dean. It's in Tokyo, so I will be able to see you whenever I can and study. It's a perfect match." Sakurai smiled and ruffled Masaki's hair. "Don't worry without a reason, it hurts your beauty." Aiba blushed and hid his face in the older one's chest, smiling gently. Even though he relaxed a bit, he still wondered how their future will look like and if his boyfriend will still love him when he meets a lot smarter guys at the university.
"A penny for your thoughts..." Sho whispered and pulled the other's hair a bit when the silence prolonged. The taller boy just shook his head and to avoid any more questions, he pressed his lips to Sakurai's. The older one didn't let Masaki deceive him but at the same time he didn't want to push the latter, so he just got up and reached out his hand. "Will you dance with me?"
"We have no music here..." Aiba whispered confused, but he took Sho's hand and got up, smiling when as a reply the latter showed him his phone. The younger one smiled and looked down, trying to hide his face and cursing himself for blushing too much. When the first sounds of the cheesy love song could be heard in the small room, the older boy pulled the other closer and soon they started to dance slowly. Masaki felt embarrassed even though this wasn't their first time dancing in the wooden hut. The last time they weren't on this stage of their relationship though... Sakurai's closeness, his warmth and scent made Aiba feel dizzy and he had to hold on the latter quite firmly not to fall. He closed his eyes and let the older one lead, listening to the melody and biting his lower lip whenever Sho's breath tickled his neck. At this time he knew very well when this will take them - to the point they didn't reach before.
"N-ne, Sho-chan..." Masaki asked with his breaking voice when his boyfriend pulled him so close their crotches touched.
"Mmm?" The latter muttered, pressing his lips gently to the taller boy's neck. Aiba didn't say anything at first, surprised why he is so shy out of sudden, knowing it's not their first time. Guess he will have to get used to that feeling.
"Do you want... um... you know..." The younger one stammered, feeling more and more embarrassed with every passing second.
"Yes, I want to make love to you now, Masaki." Sakurai simply stated it. He was always bolder than the latter anyway. The taller one gasped when Sho kissed him passionately and he felt his hands on his butt. It wasn't their first time but Aiba was still nervous every time when the older one touched him and looked at his naked body. It seemed that Sakurai enjoyed the sight of Masaki's skin, especially his birthmark, too much and he tends to stare at him for a bit too long which could become uncomfortable. Nobody ever looked like that at the taller boy and because he was shy, blush still covered his cheek each time. Sho didn't push the latter towards the futon, instead he kept swaying his hips in the rhythm, moving his lips to Aiba's neck, kissing the spot just under his left ear, which just recently they found very sensitive. A bit louder moan left the younger boy's throat and when the latter continued the wet caress along with squeezing his butt cheeks, he thought his legs won't be able to support him much longer. Masaki started to tremble from the sensation and he grabbed Sakurai's arms tighter, closing his eyes as he stopped dancing, trying to make his legs to listen to him.
"Let's lay down..." Sho seemed to read in his mind, or maybe he felt how the taller's body shakes? Whichever it was, soon both of them were lying on the futon, losing their upper clothes somewhere on the way. Sakurai smiled, looking at the younger one's face and spread little kisses all over it.
"You do it again..." Aiba whispered between sweet pecks.
"Do what?" The older boy continued kissing his boyfriend's face, heading south and sucking the skin just below the collarbones.
"Stare at me as if I am the most handsome guy in the universe... Making me blush and being all cute..." Masaki giggled and soon the older one joined him.
"Because you are. For me you are..." Sho whispered and joined their lips again, working on Aiba's pants at the same time. The younger boy parted his lips, welcoming the latter's tongue with eagerness and forgetting about being completely naked. The hut wasn't heated but the air inside was already hot and the taller one started to sweat. His hands landed on his boyfriend's chest, stroking it gently, heading down to pull Sakurai's pants down and make them even. When two naked bodies rubbed against each other all doubts and embarrassment Masaki had before disappeared, leaving place only for touches, strokes, raced heartbeats and fastened breaths.
"Damn, why our hiding place is so far away?" Sho cursed and bit the latter's lower lip gently, getting up and rummaged in the small hole between the floorboards. When he collected what he needed right now - a small tube with lubricant and condoms - he came back to the futon and stared at them for a while thoughtfully. After muttering something about expiring dates he looked at his lover and gasped. Aiba's skin was covered with goosebumps and he wriggles impatiently, wanting Sakurai a lot closer than where he was right now. Without wasting more time the older one closed the distance between them and covered the taller one's body with his own, settling between his legs.
"Sorry for leaving you alone for so long..." Sho whispered and pulled one of the latter's legs up, so Aiba wrapped it around his waist. "I promise you, this is the longest time you will be alone..."
"Sho, I..." Masaki wanted to say something but his lips were shut by a kiss. Neither of them needed words anyway, caring more about the feelings and sensations. The younger boy started to roll his hips slowly, wanting to feel even more and his hands slid down and rubbed the older one's butt cheeks, pulling him even closer. When his awakening member brushed against the latter's he couldn't stop the moans from becoming louder. Sakurai slid down a bit, rolled on his side, pulling Aiba with him and pressed lubed finger to pink ring of muscles, slowly pushing inside. Masaki gasped and tried to relax as much as possible. It wasn't their first time, but the taller one still felt a slight fear from the pain. The younger boy closed his eyes tight and focused on relaxing his muscles and letting the finger go deeper, moving around and preparing him for the act. Sho smiled when he was able to push second finger inside without any problems and after a short while he moves away and let the other one lay down comfortably, lubing his own arching member in the meantime and coating it with condom. Aiba just nodded and spread his legs, showing this way he is ready and impatient. He really wanted to become one with the one he loved and feel him real close.
"I see you can't wait..." Sakurai teased him and leaned, pressing the tip of his erection to Masaki's entrance and without waiting long, he started to push inside, stopping when he saw even tiny trace of pain on the latter's face. The taller one wrapped his legs high around Sho's torso and breathed faster, trying to adjust. With passing time the ache changed into pleasure and the younger boy rolled his hips once, to encourage the other one to thrusting. The slightly shorter boy smiled and moved slowly at first, building up faster pace each second, feeling the walls clenching around him and moaning his lover's name. Aiba bit his lower lip, his mind getting rid of his doubts from before, leaving room only for pleasure and he pulled Sakurai closer with one hand, grabbing his own leaking member with the other.
"F-faster..." Masaki whispered and blushed again, embarrassed that he dared to ask for more. Sho speeded up, finding the right angle and hitting the sweet spot each time. Aiba's breath hitched when he tensed his muscles, closing the walls around Sakurai even more as he spurt on his hand and the latter's chest whispering his lover's name. After few more thrusts the older one followed over the edge and collapsed exhausted on top of the boy he loved.
"This was way better than the boring ball..." Sho giggled and cuddled to Masaki's chest. For a longer while sound of their breaths was filling the air as they both were sweetly tired. The silence was broken by the younger one, even though his voice was not louder than a whisper.
"Will you really stay with me?"
"Masaki..." Sakurai moved away just to look inside the chocolate eyes. "I told you, right? I am going to Keio. Of course I won't have as much time for you as I have now, but I will be here. I don't know why you thought I am leaving..."
"You're smart and the best in our school, so I thought that you can easily go to real elite university I am not even able to pronounce its name..."
"You want to say that Japanese universities are bad?" Sho poked the latter's nose and smiled when he sneezed cutely. "Masaki, I chose Keio even before I fell for you. So please, stop worrying without any reason and try to be happy with me?" The younger one just nodded, showing his most beautiful smile and pecking the other's lips. After cleaning the mess they made, pulling on some clothes and snuggling under thick blanket both boys started to drift away into dreamland. Just before they fell asleep Aiba mumbled softly: "I love you Sho-chan..." and he could swear he heard a very sleepy "Me too..."
Pairing/Group: Sakuraiba
Rating/Warnings: NC17
Summary: Masaki is scared and has doubts because his boyfriend soon leaves to the university... It may be really far far away. Will their relationship survives possible long distance?
Note: This is for icedragontmr. I hope it fits your tastes... Enjoy :)
Masaki didn't want to go there and to avoid any questions and preaching he hid in the wooden hut he built with his friend quite long time ago. It was supposed to be their hideout but with passing time the only one who was coming here was Aiba and, from time to time, his boyfriend - Sakurai Sho. That's why he was sure nobody will bother him or even try to find him. He was a bit sad and felt guilty because the boy he loved the most soon was about to graduate their high school and will go to the University and Masaki simply felt bad about it. This meant that Sho will not only be very busy with his studies, but he will probably be somewhere far away. Maybe even abroad?
"He will forget about me..." Aiba whispered to himself and curled on the fluffy futon he had brought with him the other night. The air was chilly, so he covered well with the blanket and sighed loudly. His beloved senpai is right now in the school's gym, at the graduation ball the principal decided to throw, copying American fashion. The younger boy didn't want to be there, knowing he won't be able to show even tiny bit of his feelings for Sho to anybody anyway. Also, this event was making him realize how little time they still had before parting. Sakurai didn't choose the University he wanted to attend to yet, or at least he didn't say anything to Masaki. Probably it meant he will go to America or somewhere in Europe, leaving the taller boy all alone. How long will take him to forget Aiba? A week? A month?
"I knew I would find you here..." Sho's voice sounded in the room and the younger one held his breath, startled. He had his eyes closed, so he decided to pretend he is sleeping without any particular reason. Masaki could feel Sakurai smiling while he was acting as quiet as he could, probably being careful and not wanting to wake up the latter. The younger one felt Sho's movements when he sat real close to him, spreading scent of wind and... hazelnuts...? For a longer while the slightly shorter one didn't say a word and Aiba thought he will fall asleep for real, but then, out of nowhere the older boy sighed.
"I know you are awake, Ma-kun... Why didn't you come to the ball? I have waited for you."
"I didn't feel good, so I didn't go." Masaki opened his eyes, but didn't look at the other one, afraid Sakurai will see right through him, seeing his fears and doubts. He didn't lie; he just didn't precise which part of him hurt. Sho frowned and gently made the latter turn on his back, pressing his cold lips to his forehead, checking if he has a fever.
"You're not burned up... Did you eat something bad? Or maybe it's your lung again? It'll be better if I take you back home, it's cold here and easy to catch a cold..."
"I am not sick Sho-chan. I just don't feel good..." Aiba sat up and just then he dared to look at his beloved one, not caring to hide anything anymore. "Your graduation is getting closer and you're going to university. I have to be here for another year, and I am not that good to pass exams to practically any of them... You will go abroad and me? I will stay here... So maybe it's a good time..."
"What are you talking about?" Sho frowned and tried to catch any sense from Masaki's words, shot with the speed of Uzi. "You are worried because you think I will leave you?"
"I know you will. You are the smartest person I have ever met, you can go everywhere you want, America, Europe..."
"Keio." Sakurai interrupted. He looked a bit irritated and worried, which made Aiba feel even guiltier than before. "I am going to Keio University to study Economics. You don't have to worry, I won't leave you." Sho smiled and touched the latter's cheek. Masaki gazed at the latter with still worried look and delicate frown on his forehead, which was brushed by the older boy's lips. The taller one moved closer and snuggled, closing his eyes and asking a question which just had to be said.
"If you want to go abroad, you can. Don't think about me, I... I'll be fine. I don't want you to stay here only because of me..."
"I am not. Keio is a great academy and I already talked with the dean. It's in Tokyo, so I will be able to see you whenever I can and study. It's a perfect match." Sakurai smiled and ruffled Masaki's hair. "Don't worry without a reason, it hurts your beauty." Aiba blushed and hid his face in the older one's chest, smiling gently. Even though he relaxed a bit, he still wondered how their future will look like and if his boyfriend will still love him when he meets a lot smarter guys at the university.
"A penny for your thoughts..." Sho whispered and pulled the other's hair a bit when the silence prolonged. The taller boy just shook his head and to avoid any more questions, he pressed his lips to Sakurai's. The older one didn't let Masaki deceive him but at the same time he didn't want to push the latter, so he just got up and reached out his hand. "Will you dance with me?"
"We have no music here..." Aiba whispered confused, but he took Sho's hand and got up, smiling when as a reply the latter showed him his phone. The younger one smiled and looked down, trying to hide his face and cursing himself for blushing too much. When the first sounds of the cheesy love song could be heard in the small room, the older boy pulled the other closer and soon they started to dance slowly. Masaki felt embarrassed even though this wasn't their first time dancing in the wooden hut. The last time they weren't on this stage of their relationship though... Sakurai's closeness, his warmth and scent made Aiba feel dizzy and he had to hold on the latter quite firmly not to fall. He closed his eyes and let the older one lead, listening to the melody and biting his lower lip whenever Sho's breath tickled his neck. At this time he knew very well when this will take them - to the point they didn't reach before.
"N-ne, Sho-chan..." Masaki asked with his breaking voice when his boyfriend pulled him so close their crotches touched.
"Mmm?" The latter muttered, pressing his lips gently to the taller boy's neck. Aiba didn't say anything at first, surprised why he is so shy out of sudden, knowing it's not their first time. Guess he will have to get used to that feeling.
"Do you want... um... you know..." The younger one stammered, feeling more and more embarrassed with every passing second.
"Yes, I want to make love to you now, Masaki." Sakurai simply stated it. He was always bolder than the latter anyway. The taller one gasped when Sho kissed him passionately and he felt his hands on his butt. It wasn't their first time but Aiba was still nervous every time when the older one touched him and looked at his naked body. It seemed that Sakurai enjoyed the sight of Masaki's skin, especially his birthmark, too much and he tends to stare at him for a bit too long which could become uncomfortable. Nobody ever looked like that at the taller boy and because he was shy, blush still covered his cheek each time. Sho didn't push the latter towards the futon, instead he kept swaying his hips in the rhythm, moving his lips to Aiba's neck, kissing the spot just under his left ear, which just recently they found very sensitive. A bit louder moan left the younger boy's throat and when the latter continued the wet caress along with squeezing his butt cheeks, he thought his legs won't be able to support him much longer. Masaki started to tremble from the sensation and he grabbed Sakurai's arms tighter, closing his eyes as he stopped dancing, trying to make his legs to listen to him.
"Let's lay down..." Sho seemed to read in his mind, or maybe he felt how the taller's body shakes? Whichever it was, soon both of them were lying on the futon, losing their upper clothes somewhere on the way. Sakurai smiled, looking at the younger one's face and spread little kisses all over it.
"You do it again..." Aiba whispered between sweet pecks.
"Do what?" The older boy continued kissing his boyfriend's face, heading south and sucking the skin just below the collarbones.
"Stare at me as if I am the most handsome guy in the universe... Making me blush and being all cute..." Masaki giggled and soon the older one joined him.
"Because you are. For me you are..." Sho whispered and joined their lips again, working on Aiba's pants at the same time. The younger boy parted his lips, welcoming the latter's tongue with eagerness and forgetting about being completely naked. The hut wasn't heated but the air inside was already hot and the taller one started to sweat. His hands landed on his boyfriend's chest, stroking it gently, heading down to pull Sakurai's pants down and make them even. When two naked bodies rubbed against each other all doubts and embarrassment Masaki had before disappeared, leaving place only for touches, strokes, raced heartbeats and fastened breaths.
"Damn, why our hiding place is so far away?" Sho cursed and bit the latter's lower lip gently, getting up and rummaged in the small hole between the floorboards. When he collected what he needed right now - a small tube with lubricant and condoms - he came back to the futon and stared at them for a while thoughtfully. After muttering something about expiring dates he looked at his lover and gasped. Aiba's skin was covered with goosebumps and he wriggles impatiently, wanting Sakurai a lot closer than where he was right now. Without wasting more time the older one closed the distance between them and covered the taller one's body with his own, settling between his legs.
"Sorry for leaving you alone for so long..." Sho whispered and pulled one of the latter's legs up, so Aiba wrapped it around his waist. "I promise you, this is the longest time you will be alone..."
"Sho, I..." Masaki wanted to say something but his lips were shut by a kiss. Neither of them needed words anyway, caring more about the feelings and sensations. The younger boy started to roll his hips slowly, wanting to feel even more and his hands slid down and rubbed the older one's butt cheeks, pulling him even closer. When his awakening member brushed against the latter's he couldn't stop the moans from becoming louder. Sakurai slid down a bit, rolled on his side, pulling Aiba with him and pressed lubed finger to pink ring of muscles, slowly pushing inside. Masaki gasped and tried to relax as much as possible. It wasn't their first time, but the taller one still felt a slight fear from the pain. The younger boy closed his eyes tight and focused on relaxing his muscles and letting the finger go deeper, moving around and preparing him for the act. Sho smiled when he was able to push second finger inside without any problems and after a short while he moves away and let the other one lay down comfortably, lubing his own arching member in the meantime and coating it with condom. Aiba just nodded and spread his legs, showing this way he is ready and impatient. He really wanted to become one with the one he loved and feel him real close.
"I see you can't wait..." Sakurai teased him and leaned, pressing the tip of his erection to Masaki's entrance and without waiting long, he started to push inside, stopping when he saw even tiny trace of pain on the latter's face. The taller one wrapped his legs high around Sho's torso and breathed faster, trying to adjust. With passing time the ache changed into pleasure and the younger boy rolled his hips once, to encourage the other one to thrusting. The slightly shorter boy smiled and moved slowly at first, building up faster pace each second, feeling the walls clenching around him and moaning his lover's name. Aiba bit his lower lip, his mind getting rid of his doubts from before, leaving room only for pleasure and he pulled Sakurai closer with one hand, grabbing his own leaking member with the other.
"F-faster..." Masaki whispered and blushed again, embarrassed that he dared to ask for more. Sho speeded up, finding the right angle and hitting the sweet spot each time. Aiba's breath hitched when he tensed his muscles, closing the walls around Sakurai even more as he spurt on his hand and the latter's chest whispering his lover's name. After few more thrusts the older one followed over the edge and collapsed exhausted on top of the boy he loved.
"This was way better than the boring ball..." Sho giggled and cuddled to Masaki's chest. For a longer while sound of their breaths was filling the air as they both were sweetly tired. The silence was broken by the younger one, even though his voice was not louder than a whisper.
"Will you really stay with me?"
"Masaki..." Sakurai moved away just to look inside the chocolate eyes. "I told you, right? I am going to Keio. Of course I won't have as much time for you as I have now, but I will be here. I don't know why you thought I am leaving..."
"You're smart and the best in our school, so I thought that you can easily go to real elite university I am not even able to pronounce its name..."
"You want to say that Japanese universities are bad?" Sho poked the latter's nose and smiled when he sneezed cutely. "Masaki, I chose Keio even before I fell for you. So please, stop worrying without any reason and try to be happy with me?" The younger one just nodded, showing his most beautiful smile and pecking the other's lips. After cleaning the mess they made, pulling on some clothes and snuggling under thick blanket both boys started to drift away into dreamland. Just before they fell asleep Aiba mumbled softly: "I love you Sho-chan..." and he could swear he heard a very sleepy "Me too..."