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I think I've done well being social recently. I allowed Eric to drop by my loft the other day, even though I knew full well what he had in mind. Even then, he still took me by surprise. I do pity the guy, but not enough to put my relationship...my marriage...with Sean at stake. Still, despite that one occurrence, Eric's proven that he genuinely can be a decent guy. When he wants to. I wish everyone happiness, so Eric's no different. I hope he can figure things out, and find what he wants and needs.
I also had a nice conversation with Stacy. I lengthy phone conversation, but I'm not worried about the bill. She is kind of like a sister to me. I've grown fond and protective of her since the Invasion angle. So naturally I was worried that Eric would do something to mistreat her. I know I should give him the benefit of the doubt, but I worry a lot. No offense to him or anything, I just don't trust him entirely with people. Especially considering some of his recent actions and his past ones.
Tomorrow I believe I'm suppose to catch up with my dad after the tapings. We don't take much time to talk outside of work, so it'll be good to do just that.
I'm really glad and relieved that Sean didn't get upset with me. I was worried that he would. Almost to the point of not telling him what happened. But I'm glad I got it out in the open, and that things are fine between us. Better than fine. I was just worried about hurting him again. But I don't think I did anything to cause hurt.
I'm going to end this here, it's already poorly written and all over the place. I've had far too much coffee to able to focus properly on this...or anything.
I also had a nice conversation with Stacy. I lengthy phone conversation, but I'm not worried about the bill. She is kind of like a sister to me. I've grown fond and protective of her since the Invasion angle. So naturally I was worried that Eric would do something to mistreat her. I know I should give him the benefit of the doubt, but I worry a lot. No offense to him or anything, I just don't trust him entirely with people. Especially considering some of his recent actions and his past ones.
Tomorrow I believe I'm suppose to catch up with my dad after the tapings. We don't take much time to talk outside of work, so it'll be good to do just that.
I'm really glad and relieved that Sean didn't get upset with me. I was worried that he would. Almost to the point of not telling him what happened. But I'm glad I got it out in the open, and that things are fine between us. Better than fine. I was just worried about hurting him again. But I don't think I did anything to cause hurt.
I'm going to end this here, it's already poorly written and all over the place. I've had far too much coffee to able to focus properly on this...or anything.