on my mind...
well since i've had nothing to do for like a week i've been left alone with my thoughts - never a good thing. well i've been preoccupied with 'the end' recently, and realised that thus far i've led an average to boring existance and have very little in interesting stories or experiences... this worried me a lot as im ever concious that my teenage years have been squandered with very little crazy stunts or relationships... and so im sad, i missed a great oppertunity. and so i worry that at the end of me i may look back and regret things like this... how disheartening.