(no subject)
If I told you a story
of times past and done
would you look at me proudly
and say you were the one
or would you hang your head
with a look in your eyes
so vague yet so somber
you'd think someone must've died
how would you react if I told you somehow
the time for realization had passed
sometimes I catch myself wondering.. wow..
I've caught myself finally, at last.
If the realm is omnipresent, if its darkness is complete
how would you explain that slight flicker of light
often my mind carries me in a direction at least
similar to that of my plight.
If rays touched upon my face and brightened my day
would it be possible again to say
that officially somehow I'd find a way
to make you remember what made you stay...
If one thought crossed my mind once, or a thousand times, it would be the same. The difference is what I make of it, and whether or not I learn. Tell me that story of past and what's been done. Ask me what I made of it. What I'll tell you is this, and you'll be sure to miss the raw anguish that floods my memory.
Just a private entry I had dated a couple months ago that no longer pertains to my mindset. just thought I'd share it though. lol laterrr
of times past and done
would you look at me proudly
and say you were the one
or would you hang your head
with a look in your eyes
so vague yet so somber
you'd think someone must've died
how would you react if I told you somehow
the time for realization had passed
sometimes I catch myself wondering.. wow..
I've caught myself finally, at last.
If the realm is omnipresent, if its darkness is complete
how would you explain that slight flicker of light
often my mind carries me in a direction at least
similar to that of my plight.
If rays touched upon my face and brightened my day
would it be possible again to say
that officially somehow I'd find a way
to make you remember what made you stay...
If one thought crossed my mind once, or a thousand times, it would be the same. The difference is what I make of it, and whether or not I learn. Tell me that story of past and what's been done. Ask me what I made of it. What I'll tell you is this, and you'll be sure to miss the raw anguish that floods my memory.
Just a private entry I had dated a couple months ago that no longer pertains to my mindset. just thought I'd share it though. lol laterrr