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Not so much to say lately. Life isn't the most fascinating. lol. On the contrary, it's rather boring and uninteresting. For those of you who don't already know, I have a job designing basic websites for MCY Multimedia, a company which deals mainly with internet-related business. On a light note, my car is finally being repaired today and will be ready tomorrow. Great, no more crazy squeaking wheel assembly! A few recent developments leave me irritated and critical of the way things work in certain scenarios, and leave me more distrusting than ever. But when, since a few months ago, has that ever not been the case? Though this time it's a little more intensive; for the will and nature of man is most intriguing to the degree that this sort of thing happens daily at least 100 times worldwide. Gotta love certain unfaithful lifestyles. Otherwise, I long intensely for the soft touch of female skin against my fingers. Even just a hug would suffice. I thrive when I'm able to show how I feel to a girl. But of course, she must be one who has interest in me too, otherwise there's no reason to be so fussed. I came to a conclusion about why I was unable to commit myself to a girl since a while ago. It was due to the fact that unbeknownst to myself, my heart was NOT within my power, but within another's, unbeknownst to her. Well possibly now she knows. Does it matter anymore? No not at all. I have control over it again- to bestow on someone else, who I have yet to locate. That said, I feel much better to have got that off of my shoulders- yet not off my mind. But it eases the burden quite nicely. Anyway, I feel that that will do for an entry to bring you all up to date. Comment if you like, but keep in mind comments of a sensitive nature will most likely be screened.