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I hate laptop computers. The one time I'm in a mood to get thoughts out, it freezes it's stupid ass on you and you have to salvage what you can on another computer from the stupid piece of shit's frozen screen.
(Can't remember what was before)............. How incredible it feels to let my hands glide across the beautiful skin of a stomach
Having my face inches from a gorgeous chest, hearing the heart beneath working faster to supply the stunning body with the nourishment it requires to maintain its beauty. In my mind forms an image.... it is not of what is before me, but what is going through my mind. How it seems to allow me to defy physics and float higher than anyone ever before... How I seem to be on top of the world, displaying a beautiful person to nature, showing how our creator showed His utmost ability in creation of a person. Showing the power of nature that form surises to sunsets, from crystalline waves to shimmering depths of the ocean, one girl can outshadow all of it within her deep eyes.. Which in themselves contain the answers to all questions ever devised by a male....
And yet I'm worried. I'm afraid she's going to get hurt. I'm afraid I'm going to get hurt. But I know deep within my psyche that if through her eyes I see my every desire, then I'm right. and I know that while she's in my arms and it feels right, and while her personality and body are everything a guy could ever desire, then everything will be okay. But I don't want to lose something so picture-perfect. So I leave this entry here for the most part, lost in a realm of thought I have seldom visited.
On a different note, off to Israel tomorrow. I'll be back sometime around the 22nd, give or take a day. To anyone who's on vacation while I'm gone, I hope you have a great time. Keep well everyone, and I'll talk to you all when I get back.
I will miss you, more than you know.
(Can't remember what was before)............. How incredible it feels to let my hands glide across the beautiful skin of a stomach
Having my face inches from a gorgeous chest, hearing the heart beneath working faster to supply the stunning body with the nourishment it requires to maintain its beauty. In my mind forms an image.... it is not of what is before me, but what is going through my mind. How it seems to allow me to defy physics and float higher than anyone ever before... How I seem to be on top of the world, displaying a beautiful person to nature, showing how our creator showed His utmost ability in creation of a person. Showing the power of nature that form surises to sunsets, from crystalline waves to shimmering depths of the ocean, one girl can outshadow all of it within her deep eyes.. Which in themselves contain the answers to all questions ever devised by a male....
And yet I'm worried. I'm afraid she's going to get hurt. I'm afraid I'm going to get hurt. But I know deep within my psyche that if through her eyes I see my every desire, then I'm right. and I know that while she's in my arms and it feels right, and while her personality and body are everything a guy could ever desire, then everything will be okay. But I don't want to lose something so picture-perfect. So I leave this entry here for the most part, lost in a realm of thought I have seldom visited.
On a different note, off to Israel tomorrow. I'll be back sometime around the 22nd, give or take a day. To anyone who's on vacation while I'm gone, I hope you have a great time. Keep well everyone, and I'll talk to you all when I get back.
I will miss you, more than you know.