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today is friday... yea im kinda wantin to do something but then im like naw i wanna chill here.. shit its not like i really have a choice but its all good.
ive decided that i want my go on life to somewhat be simple. im pretty much over brandon... some part of me isnt but it feels good to know ill be over him eventually. i hope. im just gonna go on being my self, livin my life and not worrying myself with thoughts af brandon ... i just am gonna move on and make friends. i dont think i can be some one to have petty relation ships ya know... theres always an exception but basically i think ive delt with enough shit with guys that i have somewhat a right to be over it. if brandon wants to be an ass... hell i dont care but i wont let him be one to me.. i wont be around for him to be. i gonna change lockers. its kinda funny. but im really not trying to be all "dramatic" i just dont want to deal with someone who wants nothing to do with me.
i want a guy to want me first and i think that if i make friends with a guy before going out with him maybe we'll actually talk even if we do break up... i swear every guy ive gone out with... we go out inless that two weeks after we meet. i think i should try something different. i would love to get to know someone really good and be able to talk to them. so yea...
im just gonna live life and try not to push myself onto someone, and im hopin that someone will find me.
i have effin work tomorrow. booooring.
but hey march 28 britney spears comes on showtime.. im definantly thinking im gonna watch it at my neighbors house in his garage on his big ass scrreen tv! dude it would be sweet if it was a party.. ha how dorky...
i have to go to the bathroom so im out...
later
<3 sam
i love journals, b/c i enjoy telling the computer whats going on... cuz no one reads this...
ive decided that i want my go on life to somewhat be simple. im pretty much over brandon... some part of me isnt but it feels good to know ill be over him eventually. i hope. im just gonna go on being my self, livin my life and not worrying myself with thoughts af brandon ... i just am gonna move on and make friends. i dont think i can be some one to have petty relation ships ya know... theres always an exception but basically i think ive delt with enough shit with guys that i have somewhat a right to be over it. if brandon wants to be an ass... hell i dont care but i wont let him be one to me.. i wont be around for him to be. i gonna change lockers. its kinda funny. but im really not trying to be all "dramatic" i just dont want to deal with someone who wants nothing to do with me.
i want a guy to want me first and i think that if i make friends with a guy before going out with him maybe we'll actually talk even if we do break up... i swear every guy ive gone out with... we go out inless that two weeks after we meet. i think i should try something different. i would love to get to know someone really good and be able to talk to them. so yea...
im just gonna live life and try not to push myself onto someone, and im hopin that someone will find me.
i have effin work tomorrow. booooring.
but hey march 28 britney spears comes on showtime.. im definantly thinking im gonna watch it at my neighbors house in his garage on his big ass scrreen tv! dude it would be sweet if it was a party.. ha how dorky...
i have to go to the bathroom so im out...
later
<3 sam
i love journals, b/c i enjoy telling the computer whats going on... cuz no one reads this...