May 12, 2001 19:26
Hi :D Whats up everyone? Nothing here :]. I've been playing with the aim faces w/ Josh today. It's been interesting I guess. I've had a pretty good day, dispite what happened this morning(hey I used a big word :x). Anyway, let me tell you guys what happened.
This morning my mom over slept and I had to wake her sorry ass up at 6:45. I dunno why I did it, I coulda slept longer and got away with it :x. So we hurried up and left. On our way to dad's house, my mom hit a chipmunk :[. She did it by accident and all but I still felt bad :\. So when I got to my dads house, Clare's all like "take your shoes off because theyre so high and if you fall and break your kneck your mom is gonna sue me" and I'm like whatever and I went upstairs. I was so mad at her, but I hate her anyway. Then I ask my dad if I can burn a CD and he's like sure and bitch is like "DID YOU BRING YOUR OWN CD? HE SHOULDNT HAVE TO SUPPLY ANYTHING FOR YOU HE PAYS 56 BUCKS A WEEK FOR YOU IN CHILD SUPPORT AND ANYWAY HE HAS ANOTHER KID TO TAKE CARE OF AND YOUR BROTHER IS ALOT MORE IMPORTANT THEN YOU ARE!" and I was all like BITCH :\. I flicked her off too. It was funny as hell. But I cried because of it, because I believe it. My dad usually treats me like shit and is always so great around my brother. I'm just sick of it.
Today I showed Bruce a brand new pic of me, but by accident before it sent I closed out the direct connection. He was like so sad and I felt horrible. I was just really scared about what he would think of me. So after a little while I said "cutie I'mma send it to you via email" so I did. And I was like "what do you think.." and he's like "jen you are pretty" and I was like AWW so I've been sending my pic to anyone who wants it now. I guess that broke down the scaredness because my cutie thinks I'm pretty<3 :]. He had to go clean his room a while ago and I'm going home tonight so he said he'll call me around 9:15. I hope he does because I miss him and his voice and all that good stuff<3.
I think I'm gonna go now. I miss talking to Josh. He's such a cutie and he loves me and it's just like great :x. Hi Josh<33!@* :] I know he's gonna read this. Anyways, Josh, comment on my journal entry I never get comments :x.
Josh I heart you lol :]
bye everyone write whenever i get a chance.
happy momma's day to all the moms.