Just you wait....
*sigh*
Just wait.....
wait and see what i'll become....
maybe then...
you'll apreciate me more..
or see things from my point of view.
*sigh*
ok hunny i get it
Pyro is super hot
and so are alot of other guys
sure i can make you happy
but so can all your friends
so...
how am I different then them
how do i stick out?
sometimes...
I feal like
you ( Read more... )
He is attractive
As are a few of my friends
But you know what?
Just because they are attractive to me
Doesn't mean I like them more than you
Baby you don't have to change who you are
Or how you look
Or anything for that matter
Pyro is just a character
And all those other guys are my friends
But you...you are so much more
You stick out in a way I can't describe
It's amazing...
You say you want me to see it from your point of view
But maybe
Maybe you should also see it from mine
I don't mean to upset you
You know that
And don't you ever say that you feel like I wouldn't mind you being gone
Do you know how much I've dreaded the day you leave?
Do you know how hard it was to be happy on Sunday?
Do you know how hard it was to try and be cheerful?
Do you know how many HOURS I've cried over you??
Sometimes
I say things about other people
To get my mind off of you
To stop myself from missing you so much
You have no idea how much I love and respect and appreciate you
You really don't
I don't think you ever will
I know you love me, Stewart
And you know I love you
You are the ONLY one that can make me happy
Not them
You
I just wish you could see that
It pains me so much to see you upset
Or in a depressing mood
You have no idea
I'm sorry I'm not perfect
I'm going to make mistakes
I'm going to say and do things that you don't like
And I'm sorry for all the times that I've done any of those that hurt you
I think this two months apart will do us good
It will test our true love
Which can be good or bad
Depends how you take it
<3
PS:
By the way
I realize that some of this may have seemed harsh
And I'm sorry
But do me a favor
And read your MySpace bulletin
On how today's your last day in MI
The way you said it
It made it seem like you honestly didn't care you were leaving
:/
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casue really i don't care that i'm leaving MI....
i care cause i'm leaving you for 2 months...
and i try to cover it up with a bulliten saying how much i can't wait to leave, when really i don't ever want to leave you
i'm really sry...i shouldn't of put my fealings on LJ today
it only causes drama...
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'and that made me fell kinda was "eh" when you said, "he can light my fire anyday!"......cause that's kinda sexual.. :'( '
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I just wish you'd say them to my face rather than over a computer...
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