Friends with Benefits - One Shot
Title: Friend with Benefits
Fandom(s): U-KISS
Pairing(s): Kemaru
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Angst (but not fully), Romance (IDEK)
Word Count: 6,070 words
35 U-Kiss Fic Challenge Prompt: 32. Harmless Infatuations [YC*]
Warnings: Awful!English, slightselfharm!Kevin, F.O.S. = Full of Sex.
Author's Notes: I actually thought I would interpret this prompt a bit more Kevin/everyone + Kibum/everyone before going back to Kemaru. Somehow I thought it’d be more meaningful this way, even though it’s a bit of a different way of reading the prompt.
“Shall we?” Kibum smiled gently, reaching out a hand for Kevin to hold on.
Kevin nodded with a smile, while Alexander sighed.
-
Kibum ravished Kevin’s lips before the two fully got their bodies into Kibum’s room. The older was the only one of the seven with his own room, while Kevin usually shared his with the group’s mother hen, Alexander. However, one could argue that Kevin spent more time in Kibum’s room than his own, considering the many nights Kibum needed Kevin’s body.
His body.
Kevin was nothing more than a friend with benefits.
They somehow came to terms with it. Kibum had always been this straightforward guy, and since he wasn’t allowed to date girls, he had to quench his sexual thirst in one way or another. He wasn’t about to risk his career actually going against the rules, and since Kevin spent the most years with him, he thought the younger would understand.
“So I’m asking if you mind having sex with me once in a while. I could find someone else, but I’m just going to ask you first.”
“Yes.” Kevin nodded, eyes locked with Kibum’s. “I don’t mind, I have my own needs too.”
Indeed, he did.
Wasting no time on all the foreplay they’re used to, Kibum stripped Kevin easily. The younger started buying big and loose T-shirts ever since Kibum’s life-changing question, aiding Kibum in the process of pulling the shirt off him. The pants he wore at home were made of elastic bands, such that it was easily pulled off as well.
They were, afterall, superstars with tight schedules.
Kevin pressed himself closer towards Kibum while licking his earlobe, tickling his nose with kisses but skipping the lips. Kibum decided that proper lips-locking was only acceptable once in a while, because apparently they induce feelings.
“Get on with the show.” Kibum lowly grunted, pulling his shirt over his head and slipping Kevin’s pants off his waist down to his feet. Kevin stepped out of his underwear silently and allowed Kibum to grope his erection while he undressed the older.
Kneeling down as Kibum released his grip, Kevin’s tongue reached out to cushion Kibum’s length before guiding it into his mouth, sucking it obscenely when it did. His tongue swirled different patterns on Kibum’s erection, playing with it while feeling it throb inside his mouth.
Kibum groaned, grabbing Kevin’s head and thrusting in animalistically, deepthroating the younger because he was unable to wait. Kevin hummed calmly, tongue still trailing patterns to further stimulate the older.
“Suck…” Kibum lowly commanded, leaning against the wall for support as Kevin obediently did as he was told.
As soon as Kibum felt it was enough, despite wanting more of the warmth, he pulled out and made Kevin lean over against the wall. Prodding about twice, Kibum entered Kevin the usual rough way.
“Hyung!” Kevin screamed, hands clenching into a fist due to the lack of things to grab while being entered from behind, against the wall.
“Sorry.” Kibum apologised distractedly, pounding into Kevin and striking the younger’s prostate to let him also enjoy the sex. “You’re-you’re still tight.”
“Is-Is that a bad thing?” Kevin relaxed his muscles, panting as Kibum stroke that sensitive spot again, sending incoherent thoughts spilling out of his mouth. “Ahh!”
“It’s great, stay tight.” Kibum bit his lower lip, moaning when Kevin clenched tightly around his member. He soon released himself inside the younger and rode his member out, lazily pumping Kevin’s erection to let him get down from the same high.
Kevin sighed in relief, pressing himself against the wall to support his weight somehow as Kibum picked up his clothes and waved slightly.
“Thanks.”
-
Kibum thinks he’s in love with Kevin’s body. The perfectly emphasised contours, the sensitivity to gentle, feathery touches, and that tightness that drives Kibum insane. Those moans he hears in the dead of the night when they have sex, that pretty little mouth that just knows what to do with Kibum’s erection - Kevin was just about perfect.
Pity there wasn’t love with the other.
Kevin was just there to satisfy Kibum’s sexual desire.
-
“Don’t you think you’re a freaking bastard?” Eli crudely stated, casually taking a seat beside Kibum. “All through the years I’ve known Kevin, I never saw him give anyone a genuine smile. So much that all his fake smiles look real to others who don’t know better. The worst thing is that every time I see him alone, he’s crying.”
Kibum raised an eyebrow, shrugging. “That has nothing to do with me. He doesn’t cry in front of me.”
“Then maybe you’re the cause of it!” Eli bellowed, sighing. “Could you at least show some care for your friend with benefits!?”
Kibum glared at Eli before shaking his head. “If you like him, tell me and I won’t have sex with him anymore. Or else, stop screaming your head off because what our relationship is has nothing to do with you.”
-
Kevin stared at the blood on his wrist, and the penknife that he dropped on the table. He took a tissue to soak up the blood, only to see them curiously forming a line again.
He found this method of de-stressing online, in which cutting yourself releases endorphins to help you feel good. There’s also a sense of release, as if the insecurities in him were flowing out with the blood.
He wanted to feel free, to feel like he had the world, he had Kibum. The fantasy world he encloses himself in every time the two of them have sex wasn’t real, he knew. Yet in that period of time, he could tell himself that at least he was everything Kibum could see, and thus probably the one Kibum loved.
He didn’t want just to be a friend with benefits. He hated himself for being unable to tell it to Kibum, to stop the older from treating him like a sex partner.
Keeping all these thought to himself, the only way of feeling truly relieved was probably self-harm.
Kevin thought it was effective, but only for a while. He had this impulse to pick up the penknife again to probably release more endorphins when Alexander knocked on his door.
Another day, maybe. Now, he would have to act like he got a paper cut.
“Ouch!”
-
It was one of those days that Kibum was in a good mood.
Kevin was pressed down on the bed while Kibum placed light kisses over his body, lightly stroking Kevin’s member when he remembered to, causing Kevin to gasp breathlessly, still sensitive to touches.
“Why do you have this scar on your wrist?” Kibum frowned, examining it for a second. “Your body isn’t as perfect as it used to be…”
Kevin’s eyes widened, instantly bringing his wrist up to his eyes. Squinting to see in the room that lacked proper lighting, he checked the scar and saw the prominent line stretched across the supposedly smooth area. Yes, he remembered that he had cut himself due to the overwhelming emotions he couldn’t control. The hate for himself being so useless, so weak against Kibum’s needs and so unable to tell out his true feelings in fear of Kibum changing his mind about the plans. But no, he didn’t think Kibum would notice.
Kibum was in this for the sex. For his own sexual desires. For Kevin’s body. He couldn’t have any flaws on this body if Kibum didn’t like it. He couldn’t give Kibum any reason to back out.
Because this was the only way Kevin could have Kibum all to himself.
“I’ll be more careful.” Kevin said meekly, moaning excessively to distract Kibum. He didn’t want Kibum to register the scar in his head and memorise it. He wanted to be remembered as an angel everyone thought he was, and hopefully, Kibum was one of the many in the crowd.
“You better.” Kibum hummed, biting Kevin’s shoulder. “Scars aren’t pretty, unless made by me.”
Kevin blushed, knowing it was only one of those lines Kibum picked up just because Kevin wasn’t a stranger in this just for the money. He was someone Kibum knew and had to interact with for a long time, and Kibum had to at least try to act a little nicer.
Kibum’s hands roamed to Kevin’s head and dragged it down towards his erection, gently prodding Kevin’s mouth open. “Let’s get it done with.”
“Mm.” Kevin nodded slightly, unable to properly reply as Kibum gagged the younger instantly, thrusting in without giving him a chance to breathe.
It was the usual business.
-
Kevin sometimes wondered what kind of love he had for Kibum. If it was true love, why would he let the older trample all over his feelings, and why would he love such a jerk?
The jerk who didn’t even turn back once after his very first time.
After stripping both their bodies of any offending material that wasn’t human skin, Kibum stroked his own member and inserted it almost instantly, without any warning for the younger.
Kevin shook his head furiously, grabbing the sides of the bed tightly. He never knew sex was this painful. It was supposed to feel at least a little bit pleasing, wasn’t it? The feeling of himself stretched so much the very first time made him regret his decision.
But he wouldn’t want Kibum to have sex with someone else.
No.
Kevin screamed, sitting up and clutching Kibum’s arms before looking at him with teary-eyes. The older seemingly didn’t get the hint, inserting himself deeper into Kevin while waiting for him to say anything that was on his mind. “St-Stop, please stop!”
Kibum frowned, thrusting harder and kissing Kevin’s lips quickly. “The pain will disappear soon, just relax.”
“I beg you…” Kevin cried, screams mixed with soft moans as his prostate was pounded against. “I beg you…”
“You’re enjoying this.” Kibum stated as if that was all the justification he needed. He groaned when he saw the tears that rolled down Kevin’s cheeks, and pumped Kevin’s erection with his hand to distract him from the pain. “There, better?”
Kevin wanted to shake his head, but Kibum clearly wasn’t in the mood to please him.
So when Kibum released his cum inside Kevin, it didn’t matter that Kevin’s erection was still standing tall. Kibum took his clothes and offered to sleep in Kevin and Alexander’s shared room while Kevin could have his bed for the night, since the younger looked too tired to move. Kevin was left to deal with his problem on bed, while bleeding from the friction Kibum didn’t even try overcoming with lubrication.
He wasn’t even prepared for this, his precious first, when Kibum whisked him away so effortlessly.
But if it wasn’t true love, then why would he love Kibum so unconditionally?
-
It's not as if Kibum doesn't feel bad when he sees the younger limp on their way to practice.
It's not as if he doesn't want to try to reciprocate the favour by treating Kevin nicely on bed.
It's just that although Kevin said he has his needs too, Kibum is always the one initiating sexual escapades. Doesn't that make it safe to assume Kibum has a greater need? And so their sex was to please Kibum, not Kevin.
Selfish, yes. But if Kevin asked for a night, Kibum would obviously give him a hell of a night.
“Ahh!” Kevin screamed hysterically, clutching Kibum's shoulders tightly while letting a tear slip out. He was still unused to Kibum being so rough, with no preparations, no lubrication, just raw sex.
“Scream louder.” Kibum panted, grinning.
“Eughh!” Kevin moaned, being shifted a little and closer towards Kibum. Crying, he bit down on Kibum's shoulder in hopes of transferring the pain away.
Kibum cursed slightly, but didn't mind it as much as he thought he would. He entered Kevin while whispering sexual words, smirking when Kevin blushed harder.
The last few thrust were longer, slower, deeper, just prolonging Kibum's own release while he stabilised himself on the bed. Kevin breathlessly moaned, throwing his head back from the breath-taking moment of Kibum releasing in him.
Kevin covered himself with his cum as he laid on bed, still trying to catch his breath.
“Thanks, Kevin.” Kibum pressed a kiss on his forehead, before walking away with his clothes.
Kevin thought everything was worth it.
-
Kibum smiled faintly at Kevin, both preparing to go up stage with the rest of the group. Kevin swore his heart beat faster, and wondered if it was a special signal he received.
“Dongho-ah, pass me a bottle of water.” Kibum instructed, and Kevin ran to get it instead, smiling as he handed Kibum what he wanted. “Thanks.”
Kevin’s smile didn’t falter despite his disappointment - he didn’t even get a smile.
Things were still the same. To Kibum, they were only band mates that have sex with each other when needed.
-
Kibum thrusted harder, plunged deeper, as if trying to fill in gaps within the younger's body. Kevin cried out, clutching onto Kibum's shoulder as he was entered roughly yet again. Except that they were both so used to it it didn't hurt so badly. Kevin was screaming from the euphoric feeling he was feeling.
“T-There...” Kevin's voice shook, unable to speak properly from all the strong ramming Kibum was doing. “A-Againnn!
Kibum chuckled lowly at the prolonged syllables that went up an octave after he managed to hit the younger's prostate with his erection.
“Does it feel good?” Kibum asked, slightly breathless as he smirked. Continuously pounding into Kevin, the younger was a mess of incoherent screams.
“Nghh!” Kevin's strangled screams echoed throughout the room.
Kibum panted, tired from the force he was using while entering Kevin. He switched both their positions around, letting Kevin ride his erection instead.
Kevin took a second to realise Kibum's intention, doing as the older wanted him to when he caught on. Shifting his body up and down, Kevin fell forward from the unsteady balance.
It felt different to be the one driving the sex, and when both their eyes lock in that very second, Kevin thought his world was complete.
A few more thrust was all they needed to release their load. Kevin gasped when he felt Kibum's warm cum shoot his prostate, causing him to involuntarily release his own all over Kibum.
“That was great.” Kibum sighed satisfiedly, letting Kevin ride out of him on his own. “And tiring. I'll just sleep here.”
Kevin thought of it as a chance.
Kibum easily slipped into an unconscious state, and Kevin just turned around with Kibum's member still in him. Falling to his side then, he cuddled close and took one of Kibum's arms to put around his waist, pulling the blankets slightly over their lower body to cover them well.
This was the only time Kibum didn't just pick up his clothes and leave. The aftersex scene he always dreamed of, just snuggling against Kibum's chest and hearing his soothing heartbeat. The younger didn't mind the stickiness of Kibum's body. Instead, it was exhilarating, Kibum covered with Kevin and not minding it.
It was a little uncomfortable sleeping with Kibum still in him, but the thought of waking up that way managed to lure Kevin into slumberland.
-
“Kevin, you can't do this to me.” Kibum groaned, low voice whispering in Kevin's ear probably because he just woke up.
Kevin was shook awake, and he took a second to realise where he was, and another to remember last night's event.
This morning, Kibum's member felt comfortable in him. Except maybe...a little...hard? Kevin experimentally clenched a bit, yawning as if he didn't notice Kibum's member in him. The slight gasp he heard was enough confirmation.
“You have no idea how tempting morning sex sounds.” Kibum mumbled, and Kevin turned to face Kibum with his most innocent face.
Kevin had every idea how tempting morning sex sounds.
Kibum kissed Kevin's shoulder gingerly, smirking. “Ready for round two?”
-
“Kibummie-hyung…” Kevin mewled softly, the voice easily turning Kibum on. The older jerked his head towards Kevin, frowning as he saw Kevin shake his head while sleeping on the ride back to the dormitory from practice. “Hyung…”
“What?” Kibum asked experimentally, as if Kevin was really awake.
“I love you…” Kevin whispered, gasping as he tightly closed his eyes, a hand moving between his legs to touch himself. “Kibummie-hyung…”
Kibum bit his lower lip, refusing to listen further. He plugged his earphones into his ears, but when his eyes landed on Kevin’s bulge, he saw a wet spot.
Damn it, did Kevin mean those words?
Kibum clearly stated they were just friends. He didn’t want to have anything more to do with Kevin. It wasn’t as if he hated Kevin, but he didn’t want to be burdened to reciprocate the feelings he obviously didn’t have.
-
“He loves you!” Alexander groaned. “Can’t you see it?!”
“He doesn’t.” Kibum chuckled lowly, his eyes unfocused as if searching for something to fix his gaze on. “He doesn’t.”
“Lie to yourself, live in denial. We couldn’t care less if it’s only about you, but the person you’re hurting the most is Kevin.” Alexander sighed, eyebrows furrowed in worry. “He loves you.”
-
“He loves you!”
Kibum hummed, kissing Kevin’s leaking erection lightly. “Call out the name of the person you’re thinking of right now, the one you’re feeling all the burning passion inside you for.”
Kevin bit his lower lip meekly. Yet, the talented tongue of Kibum just had to tease his member a little more, sending him over the edge while screaming out.
“Kibummie-hyung!”
Kibum pulled away and spat on him, face clearly disgusted.
“Don’t call my name so cheaply. You disgust me.”
Kevin watched helplessly as Kibum left him aching and hard, picking up his own clothes and walking away. He cried, sending a slap across his own face.
“Useless…” Kevin whispered, crying softly. Why couldn’t he hide his hidden desire for Kibum and act as if he was in this just for the sex as well?
Kibum clearly didn’t want to hear his own name, he was probably testing Kevin to see if the both of them were just friends with benefits. Thinking of Kibum on bed was a big mistake, apparently.
“Useless me.”
-
Kibum groaned in bed, hips buckling up to that imaginary touch. In the dark, somehow he could form Kevin’s features, sweating with chest heaving in an unsynchronized rhythm. Kevin nuzzled the bulge with his nose, before licking the fabric that contained Kibum’s erection.
“Ugh!” Kibum bit his lower lip till it bruised, back arching at a sharper angle than before, trying to get more of the contact. His jeans stretched to its maximum, providing the restraint Kibum needed.
It still wasn’t enough. His hand reached out to grab Kevin’s head, wanting to press the younger’s head down to tend to his throbbing erection, only realising he wasn’t there.
Kevin wasn’t there.
Kibum frustratedly stripped his lower body and pumped his erection, breathlessly shaking thoughts of the younger away. Only after the cum in his member was released did he relax, lying back down in his bed.
His body was craving for Kevin.
-
Kevin awkwardly looked away when Kibum stepped into the same living room as he did. They hadn’t seen each other for four days.
“Let’s have sex.” Kibum bluntly stated, waiting for Kevin’s approval.
Didn’t the older call him cheap? Kevin didn’t care, he just wanted Kibum’s attention again, even if it was the worst way possible. He nodded, wanting to follow Kibum to his room when Kibum pounced on him, pressing him down on the sofa while licking his neck sensually.
“Mm!” Kevin pressed his lips together, determined not to disgust Kibum again. Whatever he did, he wasn’t about to let Kibum avoid him again.
Kibum bit the spot right below Kevin’s jawline, kissing while sucking and easily leaving a hickie there. He clawed Kevin’s shirt and unbuttoned it hurriedly, pinching Kevin’s hard nubs just to hear him moan. Hovering over the younger’s chest, he licked twice before biting down, smirking when Kevin gasped.
Kevin used his forearm to press Kibum’s head down, body instincts hugging the older’s head and wanting more of the contact. Kibum repeated what he did to the other side, teasing the younger with a soft whistle that caused warm air to wash over one of his many sensitive spots.
Kevin moaned, making sure it was incoherent, while closing his eyes to memorise the attention he was getting. His arms grew weak as Kibum kissed his body tenderly, shifting constantly as if to make sure his whole body was tended to. Kibum then removed his shirt hurriedly, pulling away and then taking off all the other clothes.
“Kevin, mouth.” Kibum ordered, resting his head against the arm of one end of the sofa while spreading his legs to give Kevin’s head enough space.
Nodding while leaning down, Kevin kissed his way up from the base of Kibum’s length to the tip, tongue aiding the friction his lips were facing. Kibum writhed uncontrollably, hands squeezing the sofa as he moaned. Kevin nuzzled the tip of Kibum’s erection against his nose, before gently tasting the pre-cum that leaked out from Kibum’s twitching member.
“Ahh!” Kibum yelled, hips buckling higher, needing more friction, more warmth.
Kevin leaned his cheek against the full length of Kibum’s member, rubbing against it as if it were a hand cupping his face. Shifting back up and licking the tip of Kibum’s member, he blew gently.
“Kevin!” Kibum moaned breathlessly with his eyes closed. “Kevin…”
Kevin paused, eyes widened in surprise as he felt his heart flutter. He looked straight into Kibum’s eyes, which flew open when his member wasn’t receiving any treatment.
“Go on.” The older frowned.
Kevin nodded and lightly sucked the head of Kibum’s erection, before placing tender kisses around it and then licking the pre-cum that leaked out once more. Slowly taking in the tip into his mouth, Kevin massaged Kibum’s hard erection with his lips while drawing circles on the head with his tongue.
“Kevin…” Kibum whispered so softly that Kevin was positive he misheard the older.
Pushing his own head down, Kevin covered Kibum’s member with warm and moist air, providing temporary relief for the older. Kibum tried thrusting from his position, but Kevin wouldn’t let him this time. The younger wanted to please the older more thoroughly, hoping he would forget whatever thoughts he had about Kevin being disgustingly cheap.
“Kevin…” Kibum cried out, repeating Kevin’s name a few more times while moaning.
Kevin pulled away, standing up to leave with hot tears rolling down his cheeks, heart erratically beating. Kibum’s not supposed to act this way.
He can’t.
Kevin was trying his best to control whatever feelings he had, but having the man he loved moan his name on bed was insane. He wanted to act as if they were friends, but Kibum didn’t make it easy for him at all. He too, wanted so badly to moan Kibum’s name out loud when stroked, but he wasn’t going to risk it. Kibum not looking for him was something he couldn’t bear with, and even if it’s just for his body, Kevin was fine with it.
Kibum struggled to get up, hugging Kevin tightly from behind.
“Kevin, don’t leave.” Kibum easily slipped himself into Kevin from behind, kissing Kevin’s back sloppily. “I love you.”
Kevin stiffened, the words he longed to hear.
“I love you.” Kibum chanted. “I love you.”
Kevin pulled away and turned around, clinging onto Kibum tightly, crying hysterically while shaking his head. “Y-You don’t…”
“I love you.” Kibum repeated, leaning down to capture Kevin’s lips. It was the most passionate kiss they ever had, Kibum intruding into the younger’s mouth, fighting his tongue for space while hugging his body tight. Pulling away with head giddy from the lack of oxygen, Kibum repeated yet again. “I love you.”
Kibum knew his words were probably untrue, but anything to make Kevin happy. If Kevin did love him and was giving his body up for him, then Kibum deserves to give up his blunt personality and feed lies to the younger. He couldn’t answer his own question though, on why he would think of Kevin when he was sexually frustrated. It could well be a body without a face, but somehow the image of it being Kevin was so strong.
He concluded it was due to the many nights they shared.
It didn’t matter. If Kibum was happy with Kevin’s body, and Kevin happy with whatever lies Kibum feeds him, then they’re in for a mutual agreement.
Both are willing to give, both have their personal gains.
Wasn’t it?
-
“There’s no love. It’s just infatuation.” Soohyun knowledgeably explained to Dongho.
“Even Kevin-hyung?” Dongho raised a curious eyebrow.
“Yes, it can’t be love if it’s brainless unconditional sacrifices to feed Kibum’s sexual desires.” Kiseop nodded. “Kevin’s infatuated with Kibum, Kibum’s infatuated with Kevin’s body.”
Dongho nodded in understanding, shrugging. “Well, I guess it’s harmless when it’s mutual.”
The older two looked at each other and exchanged glances, silently agreeing with the youngest member.
-
Two bodies tumbled into the room simultaneously, while an angry grunt could be heard from the outside. Probably Alexander being unsupportive of their acts again.
Kibum announced their relationship without Kevin asking, even kissing the younger on the lips to prove his point. Eli shrugged, because if his fellow members were happy, nothing was of his concerns. Alexander, however, warned Kibum to better not try anything funny. Kevin doesn't get why everyone's so protective of him, when obviously the two are very much in love.
“Thank you very much but I'd appreciate it a lot if I could be the one worrying about myself.” Kevin smiled despite his words being a little harsh, hugging Kibum's arm.
“Kevin, you're not as strong as you think.” Alexander sighed, frowning at the couple.
“Hyung, I'm not as weak as you think.” Kevin corrected. “If anything, I'm just weak because you guys perceive me to be as such, so I just go along with it.”
Soohyun dragged Alexander away before the two could start quarrelling. It happens a lot, although everyone could tell Alexander's love for Kevin was purely for his own good. It's like the rebelling son who never understands his mother's intentions, the usual drama seen on screens.
Kibum easily appeased Kevin with a kiss, to which Dongho and Kiseop pretended not to see.
How they ended up in the bedroom, Kevin didn't remember. Maybe it was Kiseop who started yelling “PORN!” and covering both his and Dongho's eyes. As if having an idea from the word, Kibum suddenly grabbed him with a kiss so passionate that Kevin forgot who he was.
It had been just one night since the start of their relationship, but Kevin could see the change more than happily.
Not doing anything else but settling themselves on the bed, Kibum held Kevin's head while ravishing his lips gently. Kevin smiled as his arms circled Kibum's neck, pulling him close. They pulled away, Kevin giggling about the closeness that developed between them. It was like nothing changed, but everything did.
Kibum chuckled lowly, pressing his lips softly on Kevin's, smiling when then other did. Nuzzling Kevin's nose tenderly, Kibum laid Kevin down with hands supporting the younger's back to prevent him from falling onto the bed too suddenly.
Kevin gasped at the sudden attack, Kibum tickling his ear with a tongue. It was nibbled on a moment later, causing Kevin to tug Kibum's hair slightly while breathlessly panting.
“Always so sensitive.” Kibum breathed against Kevin's ear, moist air leaving a tingling feeling.
Kevin blushed, as Kibum unhurriedly remove his shirt, before kissing an area at Kevin's collarbone he decided to leave a mark on. Somewhere obvious, obviously. He bit down and smirked when Kevin's breath hitched, heart pounding against his ribcage that could be felt with their bodies so close.
Kevin pressed Kibum's head down towards him, not minding even if it made Kibum sink his teeth further into Kevin's delicate skin. Moaning wantonly, the younger had two sets of teeth mark on his collarbone area when Kibum pulled away.
Grinding their growing erection close, Kevin heard Kibum moaned. The hard member throbbed even harder, wanting so badly to be released from the restraint of the tight jeans. Kevin pushed Kibum down to the bed and kissed him hastily once, before a hand palmed the bulge between Kibum's legs to provide warmth and temporary relief. Kibum cursed incoherently, while Kevin rolled Kibum's shirt upwards painfully slowly.
“K-Kev...” Kibum groaned, eyes shut tight. “G-Get on- with...it!”
“No.” Kevin smiled as he replied calmly, nuzzling against Kibum's chest. “I want you to enjoy this. We're making love. Not having sex.”
Kibum grinned, and that was all the confirmation Kevin needed.
Getting the shirt off Kibum, Kevin turned around on Kibum's stomach while his hard bulge rubbed against the older's belly button. Kevin moaned while throwing his head back from the simulation he didn't know he was doing, and Kibum grabbed him from behind and laid the younger down on his chest. With a hand travelling southwards, Kibum smirked as Kevin squirmed while mewling softly, having his erection being attended to by the older's talented hand.
“Ki...Kibummie-hyungg!” Kevin squeaked, fighting Kibum's hand away and getting up. He knew Kibum's hand was waiting to attack him again, but obviously he has the upper hand now.
He leaned down forward, biting the denim fabric right beside the zip before releasing it when it can longer be pulled. Kibum gasped, while Kevin instantly straddled Kibum's legs instead, in case Kibum grabbed him from behind again.
He licked across the hidden erection, feeling Kibum's legs instinctively lifted up despite his weight, accidentally brushing against Kevin's own sensitive bulge.
Kevin moaned breathlessly, albeit determined to tease Kibum further. He covered the twitching member with his mouth, biting down gently while his tongue continued drawing patterns on it. Kibum's hands held onto fistfuls of hair while tugging it mercilessly, head in a mess when Kevin was teasing him this way. Kevin caressed Kibum's thighs while continuing the ministrations he was doing with his mouth, causing Kibum to writhe under him in pleasure.
Finally, Kevin pulled away from the tempting treasure, only to use his tongue to flip the denim cover over the zip to the side. He then bit onto the metal zip and dragged it downwards, remembering to jerk a little just to hear words spill out of Kibum's mouth.
Once the zip was fully down, Kibum's erection protruded out despite still being hidden. Kevin unhurriedly tried to unbutton the only button without his hands, successfully doing so after the third try. Impatient and desperate for more contact, he turned them both over and pressed his lips fiercely against Kevin's. Pushing his jeans and boxers downwards harshly, Kibum flung them to the side before dragging Kevin's own pants down.
Unlike Kevin, Kibum couldn't fight the temptation of not waiting. He bit onto Kevin's boxers and pulled it downwards, off those thin legs and then taking in Kevin's full length in his mouth. Kevin gasped for air, the sudden move rendering him breathless.
Kibum bobbed his head back and forth, tongue licking the tip of Kevin's leaking erection, sending the younger boy over the edge. He massaged the hard member with his lips, before sucking to provide a variety of stimulations. Kevin screamed while squeezing Kibum's head with both his thighs, unable to voice out his desire for more - so much more.
Pulling himself away, Kibum left a few more sloppy kisses on Kevin's erection, especially at the head of it. Tired, Kibum then collapsed onto the bed, a signal for Kevin. Climbing up onto Kibum's legs again, Kevin wrapped his right hand's fingers around Kibum's throbbing member, before blowing a small amount of air towards it.
Kibum jerked, back arched sharply from the action Kevin did. With two hands, Kibum threaded every finger through Kevin's silky, shampooed hair and pulled Kevin closer towards him. The distance between them might be negligible, but Kibum wasn't satisfied with that. It needed to be zero, nothing, best if they could fuse as one or something. Kevin tasted the precum forming in Kibum's erection, before hungrily sucking for more, loving the groans Kibum made.
Kevin then pressed a gentle kiss on Kibum's lips, before ghosting over the older's ear, speaking in a breathy, needy voice. “In me. Come in me now...”
Kibum chuckled softly at the double meaning in Kevin's words. The younger then rolled over and spread his legs, blushing when Kibum teased him about his actions.
“I never knew you were so much of a slut.” Kibum slipped in between the space Kevin left for him. The younger didn't mind Kibum's words as much as he thought he would. It didn't sound even the least insulting, as if it was an affectionate term instead. “It feels good to renew our relationship with sex.”
Kevin kicked whatever he could gently, giggling giddily as Kibum's words. Laughing along, Kibum positioned himself and started easing himself in.
Kevin's face instantly contorted in pain, screaming out in pain. “Kibummie-hyung! Take...take it out, please...it hurts...”
“Why would it when it wouldn't the other times?” Kibum frowned, but doing as Kevin requested.
“It does...” Kevin looked away guiltily, hands nervously clasped together. “I just never told you.”
“Because...?” Kibum's words trailed off as he saw Kevin worrying his lower lip. “You were afraid you sounded too whiny?”
Kevin never wanted his cover to be blown. Exactly, he did as Kibum wanted him to because then, Kibum wouldn't have any reason to leave his side. Yet, letting Kibum find that out seemed to make him leaving a lot more possible.
“Silly...” Kibum chided, searching for a bottle of lube he uses for jerking off when Kevin seemed too dead to “play” with him on bed. He thought Kevin didn't mind the burning friction, but he was wrong. Coating three fingers with lube, he kissed Kevin once more, before shoving a finger in.
Kevin didn't even twitch, probably meaning that a finger was too thin. Kibum then added a finger, to which Kevin whined at, causing Kibum to thrust his fingers in and out to stretch the younger boy wide enough for his third finger. Making a scissoring movement with two fingers to further stretch the younger boy, Kibum patiently kissed Kevin’s leaking erection to help him feel better.
Kevin's breath hitched, probably stuck in his throat when the older shoved in the third finger. Kibum did slow thrusts, making sure not to move too fast in case Kevin got hurt while watching Kevin slowly relax, chest moving to the rhythm of his thrusts.
“I'm-I'm ready.” Kevin managed a smile, feeling a certain emptiness in him when Kibum pulled out. Caressing Kevin’s thighs as he eased himself in, Kibum steadied the younger’s hips and kissed him before he could let out a cry.
The slow but sure pace Kibum was setting, Kevin weaved his fingers through the older’s hair and tugged him closer, messing the hair up while passionately kissing Kibum. Biting and then sucking on Kibum’s lower lip, the two smiled themselves silly just watching the other. Kibum thrusted slightly faster, while Kevin let his hands roam about the other’s abs, just feeling him up and memorising every one of his features.
The small smile Kevin wore despite the burn in him drove Kibum close to insanity. The boy was more perfect than any possible being, with slightly parted lips drawing breaths. His flushed face stated more than a thousand words could, how they were both enjoying this very night.
Kevin moaned as his prostate was suddenly attack, and a few more thrusts easily sent him over the edge. Letting himself go all over his own body, Kevin watched Kibum smirked with a pink blush. Deciding to be petty, he clenched tightly around Kibum’s member, successfully driving the older over the age, releasing his load inside Kevin.
“Don’t move.” Kevin whispered, legs circling about Kibum’s waist and pulling him up the bed. “Let’s just stay this way till the morning.”
Kibum chuckled lowly, nodding as he hugged Kevin’s naked body close.
Infatuation? They’d have to think again.
-
So, how is this? I tried to incorporate plot within every sex escapade :3
Fandom(s): U-KISS
Pairing(s): Kemaru
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Angst (but not fully), Romance (IDEK)
Word Count: 6,070 words
35 U-Kiss Fic Challenge Prompt: 32. Harmless Infatuations [YC*]
Warnings: Awful!English, slightselfharm!Kevin, F.O.S. = Full of Sex.
Author's Notes: I actually thought I would interpret this prompt a bit more Kevin/everyone + Kibum/everyone before going back to Kemaru. Somehow I thought it’d be more meaningful this way, even though it’s a bit of a different way of reading the prompt.
“Shall we?” Kibum smiled gently, reaching out a hand for Kevin to hold on.
Kevin nodded with a smile, while Alexander sighed.
-
Kibum ravished Kevin’s lips before the two fully got their bodies into Kibum’s room. The older was the only one of the seven with his own room, while Kevin usually shared his with the group’s mother hen, Alexander. However, one could argue that Kevin spent more time in Kibum’s room than his own, considering the many nights Kibum needed Kevin’s body.
His body.
Kevin was nothing more than a friend with benefits.
They somehow came to terms with it. Kibum had always been this straightforward guy, and since he wasn’t allowed to date girls, he had to quench his sexual thirst in one way or another. He wasn’t about to risk his career actually going against the rules, and since Kevin spent the most years with him, he thought the younger would understand.
“So I’m asking if you mind having sex with me once in a while. I could find someone else, but I’m just going to ask you first.”
“Yes.” Kevin nodded, eyes locked with Kibum’s. “I don’t mind, I have my own needs too.”
Indeed, he did.
Wasting no time on all the foreplay they’re used to, Kibum stripped Kevin easily. The younger started buying big and loose T-shirts ever since Kibum’s life-changing question, aiding Kibum in the process of pulling the shirt off him. The pants he wore at home were made of elastic bands, such that it was easily pulled off as well.
They were, afterall, superstars with tight schedules.
Kevin pressed himself closer towards Kibum while licking his earlobe, tickling his nose with kisses but skipping the lips. Kibum decided that proper lips-locking was only acceptable once in a while, because apparently they induce feelings.
“Get on with the show.” Kibum lowly grunted, pulling his shirt over his head and slipping Kevin’s pants off his waist down to his feet. Kevin stepped out of his underwear silently and allowed Kibum to grope his erection while he undressed the older.
Kneeling down as Kibum released his grip, Kevin’s tongue reached out to cushion Kibum’s length before guiding it into his mouth, sucking it obscenely when it did. His tongue swirled different patterns on Kibum’s erection, playing with it while feeling it throb inside his mouth.
Kibum groaned, grabbing Kevin’s head and thrusting in animalistically, deepthroating the younger because he was unable to wait. Kevin hummed calmly, tongue still trailing patterns to further stimulate the older.
“Suck…” Kibum lowly commanded, leaning against the wall for support as Kevin obediently did as he was told.
As soon as Kibum felt it was enough, despite wanting more of the warmth, he pulled out and made Kevin lean over against the wall. Prodding about twice, Kibum entered Kevin the usual rough way.
“Hyung!” Kevin screamed, hands clenching into a fist due to the lack of things to grab while being entered from behind, against the wall.
“Sorry.” Kibum apologised distractedly, pounding into Kevin and striking the younger’s prostate to let him also enjoy the sex. “You’re-you’re still tight.”
“Is-Is that a bad thing?” Kevin relaxed his muscles, panting as Kibum stroke that sensitive spot again, sending incoherent thoughts spilling out of his mouth. “Ahh!”
“It’s great, stay tight.” Kibum bit his lower lip, moaning when Kevin clenched tightly around his member. He soon released himself inside the younger and rode his member out, lazily pumping Kevin’s erection to let him get down from the same high.
Kevin sighed in relief, pressing himself against the wall to support his weight somehow as Kibum picked up his clothes and waved slightly.
“Thanks.”
-
Kibum thinks he’s in love with Kevin’s body. The perfectly emphasised contours, the sensitivity to gentle, feathery touches, and that tightness that drives Kibum insane. Those moans he hears in the dead of the night when they have sex, that pretty little mouth that just knows what to do with Kibum’s erection - Kevin was just about perfect.
Pity there wasn’t love with the other.
Kevin was just there to satisfy Kibum’s sexual desire.
-
“Don’t you think you’re a freaking bastard?” Eli crudely stated, casually taking a seat beside Kibum. “All through the years I’ve known Kevin, I never saw him give anyone a genuine smile. So much that all his fake smiles look real to others who don’t know better. The worst thing is that every time I see him alone, he’s crying.”
Kibum raised an eyebrow, shrugging. “That has nothing to do with me. He doesn’t cry in front of me.”
“Then maybe you’re the cause of it!” Eli bellowed, sighing. “Could you at least show some care for your friend with benefits!?”
Kibum glared at Eli before shaking his head. “If you like him, tell me and I won’t have sex with him anymore. Or else, stop screaming your head off because what our relationship is has nothing to do with you.”
-
Kevin stared at the blood on his wrist, and the penknife that he dropped on the table. He took a tissue to soak up the blood, only to see them curiously forming a line again.
He found this method of de-stressing online, in which cutting yourself releases endorphins to help you feel good. There’s also a sense of release, as if the insecurities in him were flowing out with the blood.
He wanted to feel free, to feel like he had the world, he had Kibum. The fantasy world he encloses himself in every time the two of them have sex wasn’t real, he knew. Yet in that period of time, he could tell himself that at least he was everything Kibum could see, and thus probably the one Kibum loved.
He didn’t want just to be a friend with benefits. He hated himself for being unable to tell it to Kibum, to stop the older from treating him like a sex partner.
Keeping all these thought to himself, the only way of feeling truly relieved was probably self-harm.
Kevin thought it was effective, but only for a while. He had this impulse to pick up the penknife again to probably release more endorphins when Alexander knocked on his door.
Another day, maybe. Now, he would have to act like he got a paper cut.
“Ouch!”
-
It was one of those days that Kibum was in a good mood.
Kevin was pressed down on the bed while Kibum placed light kisses over his body, lightly stroking Kevin’s member when he remembered to, causing Kevin to gasp breathlessly, still sensitive to touches.
“Why do you have this scar on your wrist?” Kibum frowned, examining it for a second. “Your body isn’t as perfect as it used to be…”
Kevin’s eyes widened, instantly bringing his wrist up to his eyes. Squinting to see in the room that lacked proper lighting, he checked the scar and saw the prominent line stretched across the supposedly smooth area. Yes, he remembered that he had cut himself due to the overwhelming emotions he couldn’t control. The hate for himself being so useless, so weak against Kibum’s needs and so unable to tell out his true feelings in fear of Kibum changing his mind about the plans. But no, he didn’t think Kibum would notice.
Kibum was in this for the sex. For his own sexual desires. For Kevin’s body. He couldn’t have any flaws on this body if Kibum didn’t like it. He couldn’t give Kibum any reason to back out.
Because this was the only way Kevin could have Kibum all to himself.
“I’ll be more careful.” Kevin said meekly, moaning excessively to distract Kibum. He didn’t want Kibum to register the scar in his head and memorise it. He wanted to be remembered as an angel everyone thought he was, and hopefully, Kibum was one of the many in the crowd.
“You better.” Kibum hummed, biting Kevin’s shoulder. “Scars aren’t pretty, unless made by me.”
Kevin blushed, knowing it was only one of those lines Kibum picked up just because Kevin wasn’t a stranger in this just for the money. He was someone Kibum knew and had to interact with for a long time, and Kibum had to at least try to act a little nicer.
Kibum’s hands roamed to Kevin’s head and dragged it down towards his erection, gently prodding Kevin’s mouth open. “Let’s get it done with.”
“Mm.” Kevin nodded slightly, unable to properly reply as Kibum gagged the younger instantly, thrusting in without giving him a chance to breathe.
It was the usual business.
-
Kevin sometimes wondered what kind of love he had for Kibum. If it was true love, why would he let the older trample all over his feelings, and why would he love such a jerk?
The jerk who didn’t even turn back once after his very first time.
After stripping both their bodies of any offending material that wasn’t human skin, Kibum stroked his own member and inserted it almost instantly, without any warning for the younger.
Kevin shook his head furiously, grabbing the sides of the bed tightly. He never knew sex was this painful. It was supposed to feel at least a little bit pleasing, wasn’t it? The feeling of himself stretched so much the very first time made him regret his decision.
But he wouldn’t want Kibum to have sex with someone else.
No.
Kevin screamed, sitting up and clutching Kibum’s arms before looking at him with teary-eyes. The older seemingly didn’t get the hint, inserting himself deeper into Kevin while waiting for him to say anything that was on his mind. “St-Stop, please stop!”
Kibum frowned, thrusting harder and kissing Kevin’s lips quickly. “The pain will disappear soon, just relax.”
“I beg you…” Kevin cried, screams mixed with soft moans as his prostate was pounded against. “I beg you…”
“You’re enjoying this.” Kibum stated as if that was all the justification he needed. He groaned when he saw the tears that rolled down Kevin’s cheeks, and pumped Kevin’s erection with his hand to distract him from the pain. “There, better?”
Kevin wanted to shake his head, but Kibum clearly wasn’t in the mood to please him.
So when Kibum released his cum inside Kevin, it didn’t matter that Kevin’s erection was still standing tall. Kibum took his clothes and offered to sleep in Kevin and Alexander’s shared room while Kevin could have his bed for the night, since the younger looked too tired to move. Kevin was left to deal with his problem on bed, while bleeding from the friction Kibum didn’t even try overcoming with lubrication.
He wasn’t even prepared for this, his precious first, when Kibum whisked him away so effortlessly.
But if it wasn’t true love, then why would he love Kibum so unconditionally?
-
It's not as if Kibum doesn't feel bad when he sees the younger limp on their way to practice.
It's not as if he doesn't want to try to reciprocate the favour by treating Kevin nicely on bed.
It's just that although Kevin said he has his needs too, Kibum is always the one initiating sexual escapades. Doesn't that make it safe to assume Kibum has a greater need? And so their sex was to please Kibum, not Kevin.
Selfish, yes. But if Kevin asked for a night, Kibum would obviously give him a hell of a night.
“Ahh!” Kevin screamed hysterically, clutching Kibum's shoulders tightly while letting a tear slip out. He was still unused to Kibum being so rough, with no preparations, no lubrication, just raw sex.
“Scream louder.” Kibum panted, grinning.
“Eughh!” Kevin moaned, being shifted a little and closer towards Kibum. Crying, he bit down on Kibum's shoulder in hopes of transferring the pain away.
Kibum cursed slightly, but didn't mind it as much as he thought he would. He entered Kevin while whispering sexual words, smirking when Kevin blushed harder.
The last few thrust were longer, slower, deeper, just prolonging Kibum's own release while he stabilised himself on the bed. Kevin breathlessly moaned, throwing his head back from the breath-taking moment of Kibum releasing in him.
Kevin covered himself with his cum as he laid on bed, still trying to catch his breath.
“Thanks, Kevin.” Kibum pressed a kiss on his forehead, before walking away with his clothes.
Kevin thought everything was worth it.
-
Kibum smiled faintly at Kevin, both preparing to go up stage with the rest of the group. Kevin swore his heart beat faster, and wondered if it was a special signal he received.
“Dongho-ah, pass me a bottle of water.” Kibum instructed, and Kevin ran to get it instead, smiling as he handed Kibum what he wanted. “Thanks.”
Kevin’s smile didn’t falter despite his disappointment - he didn’t even get a smile.
Things were still the same. To Kibum, they were only band mates that have sex with each other when needed.
-
Kibum thrusted harder, plunged deeper, as if trying to fill in gaps within the younger's body. Kevin cried out, clutching onto Kibum's shoulder as he was entered roughly yet again. Except that they were both so used to it it didn't hurt so badly. Kevin was screaming from the euphoric feeling he was feeling.
“T-There...” Kevin's voice shook, unable to speak properly from all the strong ramming Kibum was doing. “A-Againnn!
Kibum chuckled lowly at the prolonged syllables that went up an octave after he managed to hit the younger's prostate with his erection.
“Does it feel good?” Kibum asked, slightly breathless as he smirked. Continuously pounding into Kevin, the younger was a mess of incoherent screams.
“Nghh!” Kevin's strangled screams echoed throughout the room.
Kibum panted, tired from the force he was using while entering Kevin. He switched both their positions around, letting Kevin ride his erection instead.
Kevin took a second to realise Kibum's intention, doing as the older wanted him to when he caught on. Shifting his body up and down, Kevin fell forward from the unsteady balance.
It felt different to be the one driving the sex, and when both their eyes lock in that very second, Kevin thought his world was complete.
A few more thrust was all they needed to release their load. Kevin gasped when he felt Kibum's warm cum shoot his prostate, causing him to involuntarily release his own all over Kibum.
“That was great.” Kibum sighed satisfiedly, letting Kevin ride out of him on his own. “And tiring. I'll just sleep here.”
Kevin thought of it as a chance.
Kibum easily slipped into an unconscious state, and Kevin just turned around with Kibum's member still in him. Falling to his side then, he cuddled close and took one of Kibum's arms to put around his waist, pulling the blankets slightly over their lower body to cover them well.
This was the only time Kibum didn't just pick up his clothes and leave. The aftersex scene he always dreamed of, just snuggling against Kibum's chest and hearing his soothing heartbeat. The younger didn't mind the stickiness of Kibum's body. Instead, it was exhilarating, Kibum covered with Kevin and not minding it.
It was a little uncomfortable sleeping with Kibum still in him, but the thought of waking up that way managed to lure Kevin into slumberland.
-
“Kevin, you can't do this to me.” Kibum groaned, low voice whispering in Kevin's ear probably because he just woke up.
Kevin was shook awake, and he took a second to realise where he was, and another to remember last night's event.
This morning, Kibum's member felt comfortable in him. Except maybe...a little...hard? Kevin experimentally clenched a bit, yawning as if he didn't notice Kibum's member in him. The slight gasp he heard was enough confirmation.
“You have no idea how tempting morning sex sounds.” Kibum mumbled, and Kevin turned to face Kibum with his most innocent face.
Kevin had every idea how tempting morning sex sounds.
Kibum kissed Kevin's shoulder gingerly, smirking. “Ready for round two?”
-
“Kibummie-hyung…” Kevin mewled softly, the voice easily turning Kibum on. The older jerked his head towards Kevin, frowning as he saw Kevin shake his head while sleeping on the ride back to the dormitory from practice. “Hyung…”
“What?” Kibum asked experimentally, as if Kevin was really awake.
“I love you…” Kevin whispered, gasping as he tightly closed his eyes, a hand moving between his legs to touch himself. “Kibummie-hyung…”
Kibum bit his lower lip, refusing to listen further. He plugged his earphones into his ears, but when his eyes landed on Kevin’s bulge, he saw a wet spot.
Damn it, did Kevin mean those words?
Kibum clearly stated they were just friends. He didn’t want to have anything more to do with Kevin. It wasn’t as if he hated Kevin, but he didn’t want to be burdened to reciprocate the feelings he obviously didn’t have.
-
“He loves you!” Alexander groaned. “Can’t you see it?!”
“He doesn’t.” Kibum chuckled lowly, his eyes unfocused as if searching for something to fix his gaze on. “He doesn’t.”
“Lie to yourself, live in denial. We couldn’t care less if it’s only about you, but the person you’re hurting the most is Kevin.” Alexander sighed, eyebrows furrowed in worry. “He loves you.”
-
“He loves you!”
Kibum hummed, kissing Kevin’s leaking erection lightly. “Call out the name of the person you’re thinking of right now, the one you’re feeling all the burning passion inside you for.”
Kevin bit his lower lip meekly. Yet, the talented tongue of Kibum just had to tease his member a little more, sending him over the edge while screaming out.
“Kibummie-hyung!”
Kibum pulled away and spat on him, face clearly disgusted.
“Don’t call my name so cheaply. You disgust me.”
Kevin watched helplessly as Kibum left him aching and hard, picking up his own clothes and walking away. He cried, sending a slap across his own face.
“Useless…” Kevin whispered, crying softly. Why couldn’t he hide his hidden desire for Kibum and act as if he was in this just for the sex as well?
Kibum clearly didn’t want to hear his own name, he was probably testing Kevin to see if the both of them were just friends with benefits. Thinking of Kibum on bed was a big mistake, apparently.
“Useless me.”
-
Kibum groaned in bed, hips buckling up to that imaginary touch. In the dark, somehow he could form Kevin’s features, sweating with chest heaving in an unsynchronized rhythm. Kevin nuzzled the bulge with his nose, before licking the fabric that contained Kibum’s erection.
“Ugh!” Kibum bit his lower lip till it bruised, back arching at a sharper angle than before, trying to get more of the contact. His jeans stretched to its maximum, providing the restraint Kibum needed.
It still wasn’t enough. His hand reached out to grab Kevin’s head, wanting to press the younger’s head down to tend to his throbbing erection, only realising he wasn’t there.
Kevin wasn’t there.
Kibum frustratedly stripped his lower body and pumped his erection, breathlessly shaking thoughts of the younger away. Only after the cum in his member was released did he relax, lying back down in his bed.
His body was craving for Kevin.
-
Kevin awkwardly looked away when Kibum stepped into the same living room as he did. They hadn’t seen each other for four days.
“Let’s have sex.” Kibum bluntly stated, waiting for Kevin’s approval.
Didn’t the older call him cheap? Kevin didn’t care, he just wanted Kibum’s attention again, even if it was the worst way possible. He nodded, wanting to follow Kibum to his room when Kibum pounced on him, pressing him down on the sofa while licking his neck sensually.
“Mm!” Kevin pressed his lips together, determined not to disgust Kibum again. Whatever he did, he wasn’t about to let Kibum avoid him again.
Kibum bit the spot right below Kevin’s jawline, kissing while sucking and easily leaving a hickie there. He clawed Kevin’s shirt and unbuttoned it hurriedly, pinching Kevin’s hard nubs just to hear him moan. Hovering over the younger’s chest, he licked twice before biting down, smirking when Kevin gasped.
Kevin used his forearm to press Kibum’s head down, body instincts hugging the older’s head and wanting more of the contact. Kibum repeated what he did to the other side, teasing the younger with a soft whistle that caused warm air to wash over one of his many sensitive spots.
Kevin moaned, making sure it was incoherent, while closing his eyes to memorise the attention he was getting. His arms grew weak as Kibum kissed his body tenderly, shifting constantly as if to make sure his whole body was tended to. Kibum then removed his shirt hurriedly, pulling away and then taking off all the other clothes.
“Kevin, mouth.” Kibum ordered, resting his head against the arm of one end of the sofa while spreading his legs to give Kevin’s head enough space.
Nodding while leaning down, Kevin kissed his way up from the base of Kibum’s length to the tip, tongue aiding the friction his lips were facing. Kibum writhed uncontrollably, hands squeezing the sofa as he moaned. Kevin nuzzled the tip of Kibum’s erection against his nose, before gently tasting the pre-cum that leaked out from Kibum’s twitching member.
“Ahh!” Kibum yelled, hips buckling higher, needing more friction, more warmth.
Kevin leaned his cheek against the full length of Kibum’s member, rubbing against it as if it were a hand cupping his face. Shifting back up and licking the tip of Kibum’s member, he blew gently.
“Kevin!” Kibum moaned breathlessly with his eyes closed. “Kevin…”
Kevin paused, eyes widened in surprise as he felt his heart flutter. He looked straight into Kibum’s eyes, which flew open when his member wasn’t receiving any treatment.
“Go on.” The older frowned.
Kevin nodded and lightly sucked the head of Kibum’s erection, before placing tender kisses around it and then licking the pre-cum that leaked out once more. Slowly taking in the tip into his mouth, Kevin massaged Kibum’s hard erection with his lips while drawing circles on the head with his tongue.
“Kevin…” Kibum whispered so softly that Kevin was positive he misheard the older.
Pushing his own head down, Kevin covered Kibum’s member with warm and moist air, providing temporary relief for the older. Kibum tried thrusting from his position, but Kevin wouldn’t let him this time. The younger wanted to please the older more thoroughly, hoping he would forget whatever thoughts he had about Kevin being disgustingly cheap.
“Kevin…” Kibum cried out, repeating Kevin’s name a few more times while moaning.
Kevin pulled away, standing up to leave with hot tears rolling down his cheeks, heart erratically beating. Kibum’s not supposed to act this way.
He can’t.
Kevin was trying his best to control whatever feelings he had, but having the man he loved moan his name on bed was insane. He wanted to act as if they were friends, but Kibum didn’t make it easy for him at all. He too, wanted so badly to moan Kibum’s name out loud when stroked, but he wasn’t going to risk it. Kibum not looking for him was something he couldn’t bear with, and even if it’s just for his body, Kevin was fine with it.
Kibum struggled to get up, hugging Kevin tightly from behind.
“Kevin, don’t leave.” Kibum easily slipped himself into Kevin from behind, kissing Kevin’s back sloppily. “I love you.”
Kevin stiffened, the words he longed to hear.
“I love you.” Kibum chanted. “I love you.”
Kevin pulled away and turned around, clinging onto Kibum tightly, crying hysterically while shaking his head. “Y-You don’t…”
“I love you.” Kibum repeated, leaning down to capture Kevin’s lips. It was the most passionate kiss they ever had, Kibum intruding into the younger’s mouth, fighting his tongue for space while hugging his body tight. Pulling away with head giddy from the lack of oxygen, Kibum repeated yet again. “I love you.”
Kibum knew his words were probably untrue, but anything to make Kevin happy. If Kevin did love him and was giving his body up for him, then Kibum deserves to give up his blunt personality and feed lies to the younger. He couldn’t answer his own question though, on why he would think of Kevin when he was sexually frustrated. It could well be a body without a face, but somehow the image of it being Kevin was so strong.
He concluded it was due to the many nights they shared.
It didn’t matter. If Kibum was happy with Kevin’s body, and Kevin happy with whatever lies Kibum feeds him, then they’re in for a mutual agreement.
Both are willing to give, both have their personal gains.
Wasn’t it?
-
“There’s no love. It’s just infatuation.” Soohyun knowledgeably explained to Dongho.
“Even Kevin-hyung?” Dongho raised a curious eyebrow.
“Yes, it can’t be love if it’s brainless unconditional sacrifices to feed Kibum’s sexual desires.” Kiseop nodded. “Kevin’s infatuated with Kibum, Kibum’s infatuated with Kevin’s body.”
Dongho nodded in understanding, shrugging. “Well, I guess it’s harmless when it’s mutual.”
The older two looked at each other and exchanged glances, silently agreeing with the youngest member.
-
Two bodies tumbled into the room simultaneously, while an angry grunt could be heard from the outside. Probably Alexander being unsupportive of their acts again.
Kibum announced their relationship without Kevin asking, even kissing the younger on the lips to prove his point. Eli shrugged, because if his fellow members were happy, nothing was of his concerns. Alexander, however, warned Kibum to better not try anything funny. Kevin doesn't get why everyone's so protective of him, when obviously the two are very much in love.
“Thank you very much but I'd appreciate it a lot if I could be the one worrying about myself.” Kevin smiled despite his words being a little harsh, hugging Kibum's arm.
“Kevin, you're not as strong as you think.” Alexander sighed, frowning at the couple.
“Hyung, I'm not as weak as you think.” Kevin corrected. “If anything, I'm just weak because you guys perceive me to be as such, so I just go along with it.”
Soohyun dragged Alexander away before the two could start quarrelling. It happens a lot, although everyone could tell Alexander's love for Kevin was purely for his own good. It's like the rebelling son who never understands his mother's intentions, the usual drama seen on screens.
Kibum easily appeased Kevin with a kiss, to which Dongho and Kiseop pretended not to see.
How they ended up in the bedroom, Kevin didn't remember. Maybe it was Kiseop who started yelling “PORN!” and covering both his and Dongho's eyes. As if having an idea from the word, Kibum suddenly grabbed him with a kiss so passionate that Kevin forgot who he was.
It had been just one night since the start of their relationship, but Kevin could see the change more than happily.
Not doing anything else but settling themselves on the bed, Kibum held Kevin's head while ravishing his lips gently. Kevin smiled as his arms circled Kibum's neck, pulling him close. They pulled away, Kevin giggling about the closeness that developed between them. It was like nothing changed, but everything did.
Kibum chuckled lowly, pressing his lips softly on Kevin's, smiling when then other did. Nuzzling Kevin's nose tenderly, Kibum laid Kevin down with hands supporting the younger's back to prevent him from falling onto the bed too suddenly.
Kevin gasped at the sudden attack, Kibum tickling his ear with a tongue. It was nibbled on a moment later, causing Kevin to tug Kibum's hair slightly while breathlessly panting.
“Always so sensitive.” Kibum breathed against Kevin's ear, moist air leaving a tingling feeling.
Kevin blushed, as Kibum unhurriedly remove his shirt, before kissing an area at Kevin's collarbone he decided to leave a mark on. Somewhere obvious, obviously. He bit down and smirked when Kevin's breath hitched, heart pounding against his ribcage that could be felt with their bodies so close.
Kevin pressed Kibum's head down towards him, not minding even if it made Kibum sink his teeth further into Kevin's delicate skin. Moaning wantonly, the younger had two sets of teeth mark on his collarbone area when Kibum pulled away.
Grinding their growing erection close, Kevin heard Kibum moaned. The hard member throbbed even harder, wanting so badly to be released from the restraint of the tight jeans. Kevin pushed Kibum down to the bed and kissed him hastily once, before a hand palmed the bulge between Kibum's legs to provide warmth and temporary relief. Kibum cursed incoherently, while Kevin rolled Kibum's shirt upwards painfully slowly.
“K-Kev...” Kibum groaned, eyes shut tight. “G-Get on- with...it!”
“No.” Kevin smiled as he replied calmly, nuzzling against Kibum's chest. “I want you to enjoy this. We're making love. Not having sex.”
Kibum grinned, and that was all the confirmation Kevin needed.
Getting the shirt off Kibum, Kevin turned around on Kibum's stomach while his hard bulge rubbed against the older's belly button. Kevin moaned while throwing his head back from the simulation he didn't know he was doing, and Kibum grabbed him from behind and laid the younger down on his chest. With a hand travelling southwards, Kibum smirked as Kevin squirmed while mewling softly, having his erection being attended to by the older's talented hand.
“Ki...Kibummie-hyungg!” Kevin squeaked, fighting Kibum's hand away and getting up. He knew Kibum's hand was waiting to attack him again, but obviously he has the upper hand now.
He leaned down forward, biting the denim fabric right beside the zip before releasing it when it can longer be pulled. Kibum gasped, while Kevin instantly straddled Kibum's legs instead, in case Kibum grabbed him from behind again.
He licked across the hidden erection, feeling Kibum's legs instinctively lifted up despite his weight, accidentally brushing against Kevin's own sensitive bulge.
Kevin moaned breathlessly, albeit determined to tease Kibum further. He covered the twitching member with his mouth, biting down gently while his tongue continued drawing patterns on it. Kibum's hands held onto fistfuls of hair while tugging it mercilessly, head in a mess when Kevin was teasing him this way. Kevin caressed Kibum's thighs while continuing the ministrations he was doing with his mouth, causing Kibum to writhe under him in pleasure.
Finally, Kevin pulled away from the tempting treasure, only to use his tongue to flip the denim cover over the zip to the side. He then bit onto the metal zip and dragged it downwards, remembering to jerk a little just to hear words spill out of Kibum's mouth.
Once the zip was fully down, Kibum's erection protruded out despite still being hidden. Kevin unhurriedly tried to unbutton the only button without his hands, successfully doing so after the third try. Impatient and desperate for more contact, he turned them both over and pressed his lips fiercely against Kevin's. Pushing his jeans and boxers downwards harshly, Kibum flung them to the side before dragging Kevin's own pants down.
Unlike Kevin, Kibum couldn't fight the temptation of not waiting. He bit onto Kevin's boxers and pulled it downwards, off those thin legs and then taking in Kevin's full length in his mouth. Kevin gasped for air, the sudden move rendering him breathless.
Kibum bobbed his head back and forth, tongue licking the tip of Kevin's leaking erection, sending the younger boy over the edge. He massaged the hard member with his lips, before sucking to provide a variety of stimulations. Kevin screamed while squeezing Kibum's head with both his thighs, unable to voice out his desire for more - so much more.
Pulling himself away, Kibum left a few more sloppy kisses on Kevin's erection, especially at the head of it. Tired, Kibum then collapsed onto the bed, a signal for Kevin. Climbing up onto Kibum's legs again, Kevin wrapped his right hand's fingers around Kibum's throbbing member, before blowing a small amount of air towards it.
Kibum jerked, back arched sharply from the action Kevin did. With two hands, Kibum threaded every finger through Kevin's silky, shampooed hair and pulled Kevin closer towards him. The distance between them might be negligible, but Kibum wasn't satisfied with that. It needed to be zero, nothing, best if they could fuse as one or something. Kevin tasted the precum forming in Kibum's erection, before hungrily sucking for more, loving the groans Kibum made.
Kevin then pressed a gentle kiss on Kibum's lips, before ghosting over the older's ear, speaking in a breathy, needy voice. “In me. Come in me now...”
Kibum chuckled softly at the double meaning in Kevin's words. The younger then rolled over and spread his legs, blushing when Kibum teased him about his actions.
“I never knew you were so much of a slut.” Kibum slipped in between the space Kevin left for him. The younger didn't mind Kibum's words as much as he thought he would. It didn't sound even the least insulting, as if it was an affectionate term instead. “It feels good to renew our relationship with sex.”
Kevin kicked whatever he could gently, giggling giddily as Kibum's words. Laughing along, Kibum positioned himself and started easing himself in.
Kevin's face instantly contorted in pain, screaming out in pain. “Kibummie-hyung! Take...take it out, please...it hurts...”
“Why would it when it wouldn't the other times?” Kibum frowned, but doing as Kevin requested.
“It does...” Kevin looked away guiltily, hands nervously clasped together. “I just never told you.”
“Because...?” Kibum's words trailed off as he saw Kevin worrying his lower lip. “You were afraid you sounded too whiny?”
Kevin never wanted his cover to be blown. Exactly, he did as Kibum wanted him to because then, Kibum wouldn't have any reason to leave his side. Yet, letting Kibum find that out seemed to make him leaving a lot more possible.
“Silly...” Kibum chided, searching for a bottle of lube he uses for jerking off when Kevin seemed too dead to “play” with him on bed. He thought Kevin didn't mind the burning friction, but he was wrong. Coating three fingers with lube, he kissed Kevin once more, before shoving a finger in.
Kevin didn't even twitch, probably meaning that a finger was too thin. Kibum then added a finger, to which Kevin whined at, causing Kibum to thrust his fingers in and out to stretch the younger boy wide enough for his third finger. Making a scissoring movement with two fingers to further stretch the younger boy, Kibum patiently kissed Kevin’s leaking erection to help him feel better.
Kevin's breath hitched, probably stuck in his throat when the older shoved in the third finger. Kibum did slow thrusts, making sure not to move too fast in case Kevin got hurt while watching Kevin slowly relax, chest moving to the rhythm of his thrusts.
“I'm-I'm ready.” Kevin managed a smile, feeling a certain emptiness in him when Kibum pulled out. Caressing Kevin’s thighs as he eased himself in, Kibum steadied the younger’s hips and kissed him before he could let out a cry.
The slow but sure pace Kibum was setting, Kevin weaved his fingers through the older’s hair and tugged him closer, messing the hair up while passionately kissing Kibum. Biting and then sucking on Kibum’s lower lip, the two smiled themselves silly just watching the other. Kibum thrusted slightly faster, while Kevin let his hands roam about the other’s abs, just feeling him up and memorising every one of his features.
The small smile Kevin wore despite the burn in him drove Kibum close to insanity. The boy was more perfect than any possible being, with slightly parted lips drawing breaths. His flushed face stated more than a thousand words could, how they were both enjoying this very night.
Kevin moaned as his prostate was suddenly attack, and a few more thrusts easily sent him over the edge. Letting himself go all over his own body, Kevin watched Kibum smirked with a pink blush. Deciding to be petty, he clenched tightly around Kibum’s member, successfully driving the older over the age, releasing his load inside Kevin.
“Don’t move.” Kevin whispered, legs circling about Kibum’s waist and pulling him up the bed. “Let’s just stay this way till the morning.”
Kibum chuckled lowly, nodding as he hugged Kevin’s naked body close.
Infatuation? They’d have to think again.
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So, how is this? I tried to incorporate plot within every sex escapade :3