Dongho Understands - One Shot

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Title: Dongho Understands
Fandom(s): U-KISS
Pairing(s): broken!Kemaru, friendship!Dongvin
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst
Word Count: 2,100 words

Warnings: Awful!English
Author's Notes: I know I’m not the first using 0330 MV as an inspiration, but the main character here isn’t Dongho, so :3

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:(
Sorry T____T!

/hugs you and make sure you're not alone in that corner

You did? :( I guess we all had a time we can't move on :(
Oh gosh, I'm sorry for that :( Was he a close friend? Gosh, did he die young :(

Nah, that's not being delusional really, it's just unable to feel that emptiness. I get what you're talking because as for Kibum and Xander, sometimes I expect them to be there, I forget tentatively about their departure, that they're still there and nothing changed despite watching new performances :S
I don't know if that links, but you get me. U-KISS took a big part of my life because without them, I'd be a very negative person :S

Gosh, don't be sorry about the long rant, I'm glad you found someone that did understand you before. If I were you, I would be really surprised and unable to react to the situation, because I keep people who understands me especially close to heart. Especially because I don't have such a person in my life and I do know how horrible it is, so if I actually found one, I know I wouldn't be able to let go :(
I don't know if I should be glad for you that you moved on. I think I should, because that means you can feel happy again, but I think I shouldn't, because...I don't know. I don't like how moving on sort of connects with forgetting and that's...not something I personally like :S

(I think I ranted longer than you, aha)

Thank you for thinking so and sharing your feelings on this!
Sorry that I made you sad :( /hugs

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♥

:( Ouch.
17, that's really really young, he hasn't seen much in life :(

I have no friends :( So I'm usually negative :S

You don't suck! Oh my, it's natural to feel scared, knowing you might probably freak out and all. I went for my grandmother funeral and remembered on the first day, she looked like she was sleeping. On the fifth day, her face was bloated and slightly purple. Some part of me was saying she's still alive, suffocating in there :(
<3 When you said "I think of him everyday", I actually think of U-KISS's Everyday. I only understand a bit of the lyrics since I only know some Korean, and I'm too lazy to check out actual translations, so what I hear is sort of applicable to your situation :S
"Everyday, I'm here breathing for you, every night dreaming of you. (IDK WHAT) I don't know why, I still don't know now, I am unable to erase you. Don't say goodbye, come back to me, e-e-e-everyday, everyday for you girl boy"

:S

<3~