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I wish I could make decisions.Everything I do and every decision I make I'm unsure about. I have no confidence in myself and people have told me they notice that about me. I want to live life with no regrets but I almost always regret things I do. Well let me rephrase that. I don't regret, yet I second guess the decisions I make. I think I just need a slap in the face.
I'm hurting the one person I love. I'm tearing him apart and for what reason? I don't know. I think he's starting to move on and that scares me. I don't want him to keep dwelling on what happened, but I really don't think I'm ready for him to be completely over me. He's perfect and soon people are going to start realizing that and when people do, he'll be gone. I will NEVER have him back.
I don't know if I'm ever going to be truly happy again, I really don't. I'm slowly realizing how hard life is and how it just flat out sucks sometimes.
I'm hurting the one person I love. I'm tearing him apart and for what reason? I don't know. I think he's starting to move on and that scares me. I don't want him to keep dwelling on what happened, but I really don't think I'm ready for him to be completely over me. He's perfect and soon people are going to start realizing that and when people do, he'll be gone. I will NEVER have him back.
I don't know if I'm ever going to be truly happy again, I really don't. I'm slowly realizing how hard life is and how it just flat out sucks sometimes.