Aug 27, 2005 09:23
Well I want to get this down cause I know I won't remember it come the afternoon.
The dream all started when I was talking on the internet to Kris..and someone else, I can't remember who, but I know it was a girl, and I know I hated her. Anyway, I was trying to make her jealous and I typed in, "Please bitch if he liked you, he wouldn't be messing around with me", only I typed it to Kris accidently, and Kris took it as proof I was cheating on him, to which I really wasn't. Anyway, Kris said to text his friend's cell if I needed to talk to him and then he left without saying goodbye. So the next few days come and I worry myself sick to the point I start having stomach aches, no I don't remember how I got to the hospital but I did, and I remember hearing the nurse say I had a coma. But a coma in my dream was equal to cancer. And my Mom started crying hardcore, then the next part I remember was hearing the nurse say they are patching back up my stomach from the surgery. Still to that day I hadn't talked to Kris...so when I got home all stiched up I was laying in bed when Kris came over. I was laying in my bed and I told Kris what happened and what I had, and he said "Are you gonna die?" And I just looked and him and smiled with tears starting to show and then he started crying. From there on, he tried to take me out on dates but my stomach hurt so bad that he would have to take me home early. So the next day my Mom asked me how was school and I was like "I don't know...did I go to school?" And my Mom bursted out crying because she was told one of the side effects towards my cancer was memory loss. So one day I had a serious stomach ache and I was taken to the hospital and I remember looking over and seeing Kris with his head down on the side of my bed, and with all my strength I put my hand on his and took my last breathe..
:'(...Scary...and sad.