Jun 26, 2005 19:43
Wow, I really haven't updated in awhile, well here I am, alone with my thoughts (lol).
Wow last week was hard, after the funeral of Michael, I'm going to his grave one of these days, it's kinda easier for me talk with him that way and feel relieved.
After the funeral, was the day of Kris's birthday! Yay! So I went and picked him up and we chilled at my house, went swimming, until Dan, our pool guy, interrupted us...[embarrassed]. But anyway, then after I was kicked out off my own pool, Kris got to open all of his presents. Let's see if I remember, I got him Axe cologne was I could rape him...[just kidding, he would love it too much], a paintball hat and shirt [he loves paintball...], those bands that says boyfriend and girlfriend [he wears the black boyfriend one and I wear the pink girlfriend one...aww how cute], the Be Cool Dvd [he said he really wanted that, and he loved the movie...the parts he saw...suffient ending], and a sketchbook [ he really really has talent drawing so i didn't want that to go to waste] and the sketchbook came with pencils and erasers...yes he is pampered...Anyway, while he was watching his Be Cool dvd in my living room I made him his birthday cake and put frosting on it that says "Happy Birthday Kris, I love you" and I draw hearts, with frosting..it looked so crappy and cute at the same time. But anyway, he loved it. He especially liked the candles, I put on the cake, and he made a wish..but I can't tell you the wish or it won't come true. Anyway, the day wasn't over...He went back outside to swim. He just watched me and Katie [sister] in the pool. We were diving and he was worried that we would hit our heads so he was reminding us to be careful...[ugh party pooper]. So I dived into the pool with my clothes on then curled up on Kris's lap soaking wet, it was fun to hear him complain he was soaking yet. So then it was time to get ready. I went and got ready, and stunned him dressing up for the night and told him we were going out to eat then see a movie. So first we went to eat, and it was so GOOD. A chinese buffet called Mr. Panda, it was yummy. I kept staring at him while we were eating. I dunno I kept thinking I was so in love with him and he was perfect..and so "handsome" and that..I wanted us to be together for ever and for always. So after dinner was ended we went to go see Batman which started at 8:20, well I told my parents Id be home at 10, and the movie got out at 10:50 so I was like SHIT, my dad got mad and now I'm grounded...*sigh* I can't see Kris for awhile much less have ANY fun and I gotta break it to Kris...hope he isn't TOO bummed.
So yes, being grounded sucks ass...but I can't wait till July 4th cause Kris is taking me to a fireworks show...[gasp] its gonna be romantic! <3
3 more days left of summer school. YES bitches! Even tho its been fun..yea..lol.
I'll ttyl
Love you Gooby