this vacation
the last couple days,well this hole vacation actually,have been sooo great.i made all my plans like 2 weeks ago,so ive been busy every day.cept for....yesterday,and thursday,cause yesterday there was no ride and thursday all the shit happened with Marty.i can belive hes leaving :[ and tomarrow!! it sucks so much,i meen weve barely known each other that long and now hes moving all the way to friggin florida all because of his dad.... grr to him(dad not Marty).but aside from that the vacation's been reeli good.mommies suprise party was the saturday before last,which was actually not all that great cause i dont like to be with lots of my family,i dunno they make me sad,but i took a nap the hole nite,so it was okie. sunday was angelo's party....hehe that was a good night.lets just say,i dont drink,i chug.that nite wasnt to nice tho,i went on the computer,which i prolli shouldnt have done,and said some reeli stupid things,but its okie,that stuff is fixed...i think.monday night,hung out with Nick,he came over to cheer me up.thursday,first vacation day,the Marty thing.mall friday.nick saturday,sunday easter with the family :-/,monday,plans got ruined cause mommie was sick and daddie was to tired to drive during the day,but then i wound up sleeping at Jenns house :-D!! that was reeli great cause ive been tryin to hang out with her for the last like...3 months.we watch THIRTEEN,and MONSTER.both reeli reeli good movies.but Jenn said something about the movie O and now i wanna watch that again,so i think ill have to go rent it.Jenns little sister erin is....just like my brother.onea thoes little kids that likes to show off and try to be cool for the older siblings friends....but eh,wutever,and keri is actually alot cooler than i thought she would be.but dont worri Jenn,shes still not cooler than you.i went to sleep at around...3 in the morning.and then got up at 8:30 for mom to pick me up so i could go hang out with Jesse today.i went back to sleep in her car from 10:30 till 12-ish tho,so its okie.then i went to Jesse's,got there around 4-ish....but onli got to stay till liek a quarter till 6 :[.which sucks alot cause i miss him already.::sigh:: i reeli dont no wut to do now.i meen i had SUCH a good time with him today,and its times like that,that reeli make me wanna be with him,but then times like the other night,when i wonder if its worth it...
i just dont no.oh and an even better thing,now im sorta tlkin to this other guy...no name,for his sake,and i think i mite wanna be with him.i meen hes this reeli reeli sweet guy,treats me so good.but i just dont no....i meen the last time i got involved with someone when i was...i dont even no i guesse "seeing" Jess,i fucked things up soooo badly.and i reeli dont wanna put him,or me for that matter,thru that again.i meen i reeli care about him...alot.and the last thing i want is to hurt him...again...i dont no im just so torn
goddam guy drama
i think i just need to be by myself till i figure all this shit out....
::sigh::
well aimes waiting for me on the phone,so i think ill stop typeing now...bye all
ALWAYS 'N' FOREVER
~*~Teri~*~
i just dont no.oh and an even better thing,now im sorta tlkin to this other guy...no name,for his sake,and i think i mite wanna be with him.i meen hes this reeli reeli sweet guy,treats me so good.but i just dont no....i meen the last time i got involved with someone when i was...i dont even no i guesse "seeing" Jess,i fucked things up soooo badly.and i reeli dont wanna put him,or me for that matter,thru that again.i meen i reeli care about him...alot.and the last thing i want is to hurt him...again...i dont no im just so torn
goddam guy drama
i think i just need to be by myself till i figure all this shit out....
::sigh::
well aimes waiting for me on the phone,so i think ill stop typeing now...bye all
ALWAYS 'N' FOREVER
~*~Teri~*~