Jan 31, 2005 20:53
i'm interested in finding a usericon, i think that would be nice. nice is a word that we're not supposed to use really isnt it? i just remember in tenth grade i used nice somewhere on a short essay and mrs. landis superredmarked the crap out of it and gave me a c-. bitch.
This weekend was kinda shitty. I was trying to go to the grange friday to see New Atlantic and Morning Abroad. No one wanted to go with me until like 8 so i missed New Atlantic, kinda pissed but Zach says they're coming back in march or something? I dont know. So I just kinda hung out for a while through three bands I wasn't really feeling, well three bands i didnt really pay attention to would describe it more appropriately. Highlight: grim reaper kid. Then Morning Abroad played and I was feeling them kinda but two songs into the set Dan and Sara decided they wanted to leave. $6 wasted, point of friday night? none. Moral of the story, drive yourself places you want to be. So I just got in my car drove around when I got back and talked with Becky on the telephone. But then I spread my bad mood to her so that conversation ended. I wish I had gone to see Bright Eyes but I guess I dont really have anyone that wants to go with me to such events.
Saturday, Louis and I went to the mall to look at shoes. There are two pairs I want, one is a pair of girls DC's. I can't help but not give a fuck, they're sick. Then me and Louis went back to my house and made chicken tacos from scratch, those were on point. So he left for this "party" in Kennett and i went to Dan Water's house. James was there, I haven't seen him in a long time. So I left that at 11 and went to Jimmer's house where Andy Russel, Tom, Jimmer, Justin, and this guy Joel were. I was then informed that Zach Thomas and Corey Backus were upstairs with Jimmer's sister!. So I walk my 28" waisted(the body part, not a misspelling of wasted) ass up there to bust some serious balls but when I find them it seemed they were doing nothing inappropriate. They were just sitting there watching tv quietly, I was struck silent by the awkwardness of it.
So I go downstairs thinking I'll just slip away and go home, but no. Jimmer's friends were going to this diner called Tom Jones'? so I tagged along for that. 2.79 for an awesome breakfast meal, I'll be going there again. So that was fun i guess, I got home and as I had had a few cups of coffee decided to call my girlfriend and make her talk to me. I guess i talked to becky until like 8am when she decided she should go to sleep. So I just went to sleep. It was sick sleep though. Like it was more along the lines of a 6 hour blink than a sleeping sesh, but that felt nice as I hadnt slept since thursday morning.
I've been really grumpy though and have been having wicked headaches all weekend, my family is crazy annoying these days. And they don't get that they are what is pissing me off so my mom keeps asking me if somethings up with Becky, which absolutely drives me up the fucking walls. I yelled at her at dinner about shit so hopefully I'll get left alone for a while. And my brother really has problems, I can't believe a fucking ten year old can be such a probing malicious little prick. He leaves me be for the most part cuz I'll kick his ass but its amazing how easily he can control my sister.
I hate this entry, but I'll be damned if I just typed all that to not post it.
EDIT: hello joe runyiri