Nov 19, 2005 23:58
Erin Weaver received a new camera cell phone and a...
'95 GREEN CAMARO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
she's still my Gangsta Boo. <3333 tehe.
Sometimes you have to release connections whether they be big or small.
Sometimes you have to finally take that step after you have been staring at the fork in the road.
Sometimes you have to realize the real things, and the things that are there for the wrong reasons.
I got my report card today. I did bad. I am only in second honors with a 91.39.
My grades:
AP English - 86
Participation In Government - 93
AP Psychology - 85
Statistics - 90 (although i think it should be higher!)
Forensics - 93
Dance - S
Chorus/Pure Magic - S
Magic Belles - S
Religion - 94
It's good to know i blow things out of proportion.
I just can't help it sometimes.
It's pretty pathetic how i make a big deal out of everything.
When will this madness end?
And sometimes i wonder why i still am here.
I have a shit load of religion projects plus some AP Psych notes to finish.
I love school.
I can't wait to leave highschool.
When there's water slowly boiling - sooner or later it's going to explode.
This isn't a livejournal fight.
These are the thoughts i can say without your put down responses.
This is my escape of thought.
The purpose of this isn't for everyone.
It's basically for me.
And me only.
I am sick of bullshit.
And everyone is just pouring it out like it's going out of style.
Grow the fuck up.
I don't have time for your shit.
People change.
It's a give in.
But you don't expect an asshole to stimulate this change in a person.
And that's exactly what happened.
I don't even know that person anymore.
And you know, i feel bad for not being friends with her.
But after a hiatus like this i think it's best we don't associate anymore.
She's just friendless. And she's always looking for attention. She always has been looking for attention too.
My mother thought it was weird and has heard stories from me about her.
She wants to know everything, but i won't tell her everything.
I and she have the right to their private lives.
I just wish i was closer with her. But we can't change the past.
You know, i am not crazy and i am not obsessed.
So shut up because you talk too much and you never shut up.
word.