I got broad on the brain.
I am not sure what exactly is doing this, but I am not waking up happy like I usually do. I wake up almost puzzled and wanting something. I wake up, make breakfast, plan out my day and still, it doesn't feel like it used to. I do know one thing, I can't stop looking at my phone every 5 goddamn minutes! My regular day activities are constantly interrupted by my "need" to check if I have any text messages or phone calls. I feel like a wanker! I am losing my cool... but I shouldn't. I should just go back to being awesome, calm and collected. :)
I wish that fucking gym by my house didn't close down, I would be over there all fucking day now that I have all this spare time. I have been hiking and going on bike rides, but that still doesn't feel like enough.
I just LOVE being active! It is not that I want to look like "AHNOLD!" or anything. On the contrary, I want to slim down and be comfortable in every article of clothing I have. (What a fucking girl!)
On another note, my car is in the shop! The transmission went out on it like a week ago and I have been bumming rides and borrowing cars from everyone. (Thank you Nick, Janessa, Brotherman, Mom, and anyone else who has given me a ride and/ or has let me borrow your car.)
I can't wait till it is fixed, I miss that thing.
Nick, my brother and I will be going to Mexico (Hermosillo, Sonora) on the 24th of April. I am wicked excited! Maybe everything will make sense by then!
I wish that fucking gym by my house didn't close down, I would be over there all fucking day now that I have all this spare time. I have been hiking and going on bike rides, but that still doesn't feel like enough.
I just LOVE being active! It is not that I want to look like "AHNOLD!" or anything. On the contrary, I want to slim down and be comfortable in every article of clothing I have. (What a fucking girl!)
On another note, my car is in the shop! The transmission went out on it like a week ago and I have been bumming rides and borrowing cars from everyone. (Thank you Nick, Janessa, Brotherman, Mom, and anyone else who has given me a ride and/ or has let me borrow your car.)
I can't wait till it is fixed, I miss that thing.
Nick, my brother and I will be going to Mexico (Hermosillo, Sonora) on the 24th of April. I am wicked excited! Maybe everything will make sense by then!