what striking events have happend to you lately?
well today is wednesday and i wish it was friday alreay and i really hate having to go to school so fucking early
im sooo tired all the time and ud think i could sleep when i get home since im home by 11:45 at the latest but i cant i always end up having to do something but today i am going to sleep damn it!!!
emily stayed over last night i loved it i think i like playing husband and wife...let me explain
i wake up at 6:30 and lay in bed 6:45 and just ley right next to her staring at her watching her breathe just in awe as i wake up i have someone next to me in my bed although my house was like a fucking oven this morning i didnt mind it i got ready set the alarm for her to leave for school and i kissed her goodbye then i took off
im still thinking about her
i love and hate when ppl ask me about me and emily i love it cuz it makes me think of her morethan i already am and i hate it becuz i know shes not right by my side to answer them and tell them herself
all and all im pretty sure if something did happen that wasnt good i would be locked up in my room and hating myself for letting such a great person go
oh and i forgot to tell u guys about our year anniversary it went great!
this would be the sum of it all to end this thing cuz i gotta go soon
ok well i went to my night school got out got ready we went to marie callenders cuz that was the first place we went to eat that was nice when we first went out it was soo nice no one was realy there so it was like a private dinner hehe well she gave me my gift which consisted of sour patch kids a full flask with jim beam in it and tag body spray i fucking loved it i was soo happy just with the sour patch kids they were a nice dessert!
well she didnt know if i got her anything becuz i didnt have a nice bag with tissue paper
but my present was a small box big enough to fit in my left pocket =)
she wanted to get build-a-bears but she loved what i got her instead and she refuses to take off that ring no matter what she loves it and i love that she loves it for once everything went as planned
so im off sorry this journal was jsut about what im thinking about so yeah ill talk to u crazy kidz later
have a good day today for all who need that cheer me up
im sooo tired all the time and ud think i could sleep when i get home since im home by 11:45 at the latest but i cant i always end up having to do something but today i am going to sleep damn it!!!
emily stayed over last night i loved it i think i like playing husband and wife...let me explain
i wake up at 6:30 and lay in bed 6:45 and just ley right next to her staring at her watching her breathe just in awe as i wake up i have someone next to me in my bed although my house was like a fucking oven this morning i didnt mind it i got ready set the alarm for her to leave for school and i kissed her goodbye then i took off
im still thinking about her
i love and hate when ppl ask me about me and emily i love it cuz it makes me think of her morethan i already am and i hate it becuz i know shes not right by my side to answer them and tell them herself
all and all im pretty sure if something did happen that wasnt good i would be locked up in my room and hating myself for letting such a great person go
oh and i forgot to tell u guys about our year anniversary it went great!
this would be the sum of it all to end this thing cuz i gotta go soon
ok well i went to my night school got out got ready we went to marie callenders cuz that was the first place we went to eat that was nice when we first went out it was soo nice no one was realy there so it was like a private dinner hehe well she gave me my gift which consisted of sour patch kids a full flask with jim beam in it and tag body spray i fucking loved it i was soo happy just with the sour patch kids they were a nice dessert!
well she didnt know if i got her anything becuz i didnt have a nice bag with tissue paper
but my present was a small box big enough to fit in my left pocket =)
she wanted to get build-a-bears but she loved what i got her instead and she refuses to take off that ring no matter what she loves it and i love that she loves it for once everything went as planned
so im off sorry this journal was jsut about what im thinking about so yeah ill talk to u crazy kidz later
have a good day today for all who need that cheer me up