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Wow this was kind of messed up, still extremely entertaining. So I drank some coffee at like 7 so I could stay awake and instead it just made me feel really sick. So much so that I had to go lay down. While I was lying in bed I hit one of those meditative spots in consciousness where you are completely aware of your surroundings, but your mind takes you to some crazy places. The last part of it was absolutely off the wall. I started to recall all the faces and names of everyone I'd had a major interaction with over the last 15 years. Just hundreds of people from all over. Which in turn brought memories of time spent with those individuals to the surface. It's like I relived tons of events in my life. Not in very high detail, but definitely I remembered little details of those times that I thought I had forgot.
I'm awake now and my mind is still flashing people's names and things associated with them. Random encounters out in public. Birthday parties. Jokes or pranks we played in school. Basketball games and practices. Video game Lan parties. Late night loitering. Acckk it's like my head was going to explode if I stayed there in that zone.
Well hopefully all these positive memories and experiences will kick me out of the funk I've been in for the last few weeks.
I'm awake now and my mind is still flashing people's names and things associated with them. Random encounters out in public. Birthday parties. Jokes or pranks we played in school. Basketball games and practices. Video game Lan parties. Late night loitering. Acckk it's like my head was going to explode if I stayed there in that zone.
Well hopefully all these positive memories and experiences will kick me out of the funk I've been in for the last few weeks.