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Haven't updated in a bit. OOps.
Just been pretty stressed if my mother will help me with the fafsa to go the academy of art. I just want to put this out there right now but if the academy of art doesn't work after 2 semseters then I will do something else. I at least want to try it out and not have all these fucking what ifs. I might just go to a community college for math and science and blahblah blah.
Also I am beginning to ate one of my sisters as a person. My mother favors her over me and the other sister, and its beyond sickening. For example my 16 year ol sister shoplifted a shirt from kohls with her acne catching friend. My mother forgave her in like a week. If I had did the same thing I would get hell for weeks on end, My mother is always singing praises to the 16 year old dbut me and the 9 year old are just fucked. Well the 9 year before me. I feel like she just hates me and acts like I don't want to work ever again. I rather work and have some sort of money and be able to go to san fran on the weekends and have my ownshit together. Whatever. As long as she helps in the FAFSA i guess i'll be alright,
Anyway other than that life is alright, Going to SD in like a week and a half. Kinda excited but kinda indifferent. I just want to get rid of all the shit in storage and sell off my mangas or do something with them. And find mycopic markers. I dunno where i fucking put them. Argh PLEASE DONT BE LOST!!!!!!! I'm hungry. later