i'm wasting my time..

[s0o_in_love]

so graduation, prom, and most graduation parties have passed. it's so weird to think that i'm old now. i'm 18 and i have no high school left. i'm old. buttt i'm still young enough to have a good time ;] last night was the first sober night in a while, and i was at hank's so it was surprising because that's usually not the case. it was madeline's sweet 16 and she got drunk for the first time.. i am proud. <3 lol.

i'm reading this book gersh suggested to me called Skinny Legs and All... so messed up, but incredible. it makes me want to change the world, but i have no idea where to start. just thought i'd throw that out there.

i just got in from the beach with michele and caitie.. i love those girls, they are my life. whenever there's shit going down i know i can turn to them for a smile. tonight i'm going bowling with the usual crew, possible drunken bowling? then tomorrow erica, hank, rich, and donny are having a fourth of july party (even thought it will be the 3rd).

then in a week from today i will be on the ship in San Juan, Puerto Rico with my best friends! i am so excited for that!!<33

i should go start my chores and such so that i can start getting ready for later.

\/.<3.=]
peace.love.happiness

"well this is not for real, afraid to feel
i just hit the floor, don't ask for more
i'm wasting my time, i'm wasting my time.."