T h e r e ' s N o P l a c e F o r M e T o R u n A n d H i d e
It's currently like...12:53, and I'm realizing things aren't all that bad
Like yesterday for example, slightly sucked. Well I get into the car and my mom hands me mail, which isn't unusual because my many doctors like to send me useless information on camps and what not that they're holding. Anyway, it was from Nathan, so of course i was happy. Then I opened and read it, and became disgusted. I guess maybe I over reacted...but I've never heard...well read I guess..him say anything like that before, it was like he turned into Toby and just sucked big time. I guess he thinks I did stuff with Toma..sickk..and he's like;
"If you are we're done, and you know I will find out so you'd better not lie to me"
Who the fuck does he think he is? And since we're on the topic of lying anyway, he's not too bad at it. I knew he was supposed to be in for 6 months at the most when he was first sentenced, but he told me January in like, late October. January my ass. He sent me a letter to give to Toby, and it was like '...and now I'm in here until April' Well that's fascinating. Then to top it all off, he asks for money? So I sat down and figured I'd better cool off. That didn't work, so I screamed and cried, then wrote an incredibley pissed off letter. Later that night I thought maybe I'd better re-write it. It might be a litle too harsh, even for how much of an ass he's being.
There are better things to discuss. Me and Sherry are friends again. She told me she wanted to talk to me at lunch on Wednesday and I'm thinking like, hmmm....nope? yeah I know I'm a bitch. Well anyway, I saw her again before 7th hour and we didn't even so much as make eye contact. Then..once again...I was leaving the school and saw like, Corey and John and Danny like standing at the lockers talking so I went up to talk as well. And Sherry was there. She smiled a little bit, and me being a dumbass just like..stood there? or something. Anyway, she said she really wanted me to call her and that I'd be happy about what she had to tell me. So I like turned into my dad and started wondering if she was gonna like...somehow prank me even though I called her? Anyway, I did and I'd rather not tell the whole conversation, but what it basically boils down to is that we apologized to each other and decided to be friends again :)
And Then...
Jake called me! :) I nearly shat myself I was so happy. And it was so weird because me and Ashley were just talking about him the day before and how we missed him and should go visit him. I told him about me and Sherry being friends again, and he told me about his ex girlfriend who never talked (weird?) and then we both agreed that we should defenitely see each other as soon as possible. He gave me directions on how to get to his house...and I think I might remember...but I'm kinda...special? so then again I might not. And then, which was very weird but nice, we talked about the one night in the summer of like...7th grade? how me and Ashley went to his house and me and him made out on his couch and his sister caught him without his shirt on :) then he wnet into the bathroom and started talking to his...friend...hehe :) I miss those days....