Jan 19, 2007 21:10
there is snow.
there is snow and sleet and icky.
and i'm not upset about it because yay! finally winter. but gosh darn, don't I wish I could be a ski bum.
It's not that I don't like what I'm doing, I do. I enjoy the writing and the research. I just wish there was something more.
or less, i don't know. maybe both. less sitting, more doing. More time at home, less time on the computer. Less anxious perfection and more inexact art.
Everyone says that i'm a smart kid, how do they know? Sometimes I don't know. Maybe it's my outlook that needs to change? *sigh*