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I want to draw really bad but I don't know what the hell to draw. I just got new colored pencils and I'm dying to hang at a cafe with soulstorage somewhere and be able to color something in. But first I must find a composition. Concept is something I am having a hard time with... I'm inhibited there for some reason. I envy her for being able to just put somethign down on paper so fast, so consecutively. I envy it but I admire it and it inspires me. I want to be able to do that. Maybe if I watch her do it long enough, it'll catch. After knowing her 3 years, I've been drawing more... this is the next step in my artistic progress. Photography for me is sometimes a cop-out... cause the composition is so easy to put down... just *click* and there it is. I want to challenge myself like I used to and actually get shit down on paper.