Dec 29, 2008 15:29
Today, i had a reallyreallyreally weird dream :x
and th dream is about ChineseOrchestra. So weird, cos it has been mths since i dreamt of CO, eversince snrs'07 stepped dwn. I don't really rmb every scene but I'll try to recall and type out most of it. ( you may not know wht I'm toking abt, but please, still read. )
I dreamt tht me, YP, QH and SH were in dunno whr. i saw my jnr, SH, is carrying th zhongyinsheng(a instrument, ZYS for short). Then she put in on th box (which zhongyinsheng is put on top of it as a support) , as usual. But i saw tht it was shaky and it just seem to me tht smth is wrong w it. So i told her to put it on th floor while i check th planks. But the planks are all broken and split(?) and i dunno why I just got so angry until I'm really screaming at th top of my lungs. I shouted : " I've taught you so many times to handle and put th planks properly but why don't you know yet?! HUH?! What if th planks cannot support th weight?! Then it's gonna fall! How am i suppose to pass dwn and hand th zys to you?" Then i cried ( because whenevr I'm v angry I'll cry) and i ran away. All of them were shocked by me. Aft tht, I went bk and YP&QH came and toked to me. They asked me why did i flare up. And i ans " You know, I've been teaching her how to put th planks properly eversince th day she entered and yet she still dunno! You noe, i tot TP once and he can get it. She dun even pay any attention when i was teaching her lahh! What will happens if th planks cannot support th weight of th zys?! Then obviously it's gonna fall and drop dwn! How am i suppose to have peace when i step dwn?! " Then aft tht, they told me tht SH also cried, so obviously she knew her mistake and she wun do it again. and i still rmbed tht YP said: "You've alrdy been a good senior."
aft tht, i don't rmbed wht happened ): Cos i was awaken by a phone call.
But i still rmbed tht it was sort of a "nightmare" for me. Yet it seem so real.
ahhh! I really dunno wht this dream meant. Altho it seem so true as i have no confidence in letting SH take care of zys. And sometimes i really want to tell tht to her. But i never did lahh.
So is this dream calling me to tell her?
Or issit tht it's telling me tht I've alrdy done my part as a senior?
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I LOVE MASSU! ♥
he's like so CUTE! :D