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spending the day rearranging my house, switching rooms, etc. hopefully the weather stays calm enough that i can leave it sitting on the deck in the backyard for most of the day. hopefully i'll do something cool like drop the bed or dresser or entertainment center on myself. yeah..im cranky today. after thinking alot about the past couple of weeks, ive decided i should just be a total bitch to everybody. because ive noticed, if guys are assholes..chics dig it. and i know why the nice guys finish last, because they fall for the girls that are total bitches. so, im just going to be a bitch, its easier. and really, if you think about your biggest heartbreaks, you probably missed the one that didnt give a crap about you the most. yeah so what, its my own fault. im still going to be annoyed, angry and hurt...and i dont know if thats because im a girl, or because i tend to give too much trust too early. either way, ive learned my lesson. and to avoid things being taken the wrong way, it wasnt just one person. that was just what finally did it. its everything, one thing after another, and still all at once.