could be a brand new start
cravings (0), pschychoanalyses of me by other people (2), degrees outside (60), 141 lbs, feeling dowdy.
i've been lonely lately, a chronic feeling of lonesomeness. i love my friends, and hang out with them from time to time but for the past two weeks i've wanted a certain somebody to work towards me. we've been friends, academic archenemies, running mates, and now that it's senior year, nothing else would overshadow what i've suppressed for five years and how i feel within his presence. and when i read this, i seem so silly and childish dancing around the situation.
in english v, we're reading gabriel garcia marquez. his magical imagery is so sensual and the characters share aphrodisiacal powers without words. i wonder if we're the same way. both silently in love. or maybe i'm just a hopeless romantic.
i've been lonely lately, a chronic feeling of lonesomeness. i love my friends, and hang out with them from time to time but for the past two weeks i've wanted a certain somebody to work towards me. we've been friends, academic archenemies, running mates, and now that it's senior year, nothing else would overshadow what i've suppressed for five years and how i feel within his presence. and when i read this, i seem so silly and childish dancing around the situation.
in english v, we're reading gabriel garcia marquez. his magical imagery is so sensual and the characters share aphrodisiacal powers without words. i wonder if we're the same way. both silently in love. or maybe i'm just a hopeless romantic.