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The other day Ryan picked me up and we we went to the movies with Jenni and Travers. On the way he kept making this face like he wanted to say something, so I was like "just say it!" He told me he wrote something for me and he played me a song. He put it on a cd for me so I can listen to it at home. It was the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for me. He's pretty much a keeper! How did I get so lucky?
School is a major pain in my ass right now. I really wanted to get a job at the fitness center. Melvina (fitness instructor) told me to apply for it but apparently she wants someone for tues/thurs afternoons and nights. I'm stuck in la plata from 1-8:15. That REALLY sucks. I don't even like the classes there. Ceramics is okay, but I suck at it. My mom told me to take it because it seemed like a nice stress reliever class. Ha! I'm led to believe that in the experience I've had in the past 2 weeks that it only creates stress on my back. Computer art 2 sucks as well. The instructor teaches us the most basic things that should be taught in computer art 1. We just sit there for 2 hours staring at eachother going "wtf I wanna leave." He's got one of those voices too. You know the kind, dry and boring. Then there is drawing II on mondays and wednesdays. I can't draw well at all. It sucks even more when I know this, I try SO hard, and then I show my teacher and he critisizes it. I know he's gonna critisize it, but when I seriously sit down and try SO effin hard to make it look good and he tells me its "god awful", I just wanna throw my work in the trash and not pick up another pencil. That's just how I am with drawing. Never been too good at it, don't even care for it. In all honesty I'm just taking the class for "just another art credit." Then there's my two online classes. Mr. Guidry is an AWESOME teacher. Its sad that I'd actually rather have him in a classroom than online. School blows.
Its sunday and all I want to do is relax. Instead I have to worry about what homework assignment needs to get done. Where's the fun?