never again
Friday..*
i went to megans house and kirk and paul picked us up... we went to matt byars house cuz he was supposed to be havin a party but that didnt happen. we drank a lil bit over there w/ some people and then matts mom kicked everyone out. sooo me megan kirk and paul all went back to kirks house. i got soooo drunk it was crazy... i guess i did 4 beer bongs.. but in my mind i only remember doing two lol... it was fun. i ended up getting really sick and i had my head in the toilet for about 3 hours. megan and paul took care of me =) i thought that was very nice of them. paul told me to lift my head up so he could clean off my clown face *LOL* i had makeup alllll over my face and he said i looked like a clown lol. i swear i bumped my head over EVERY single thing in that bathroom... the walls included. then after awhile paul made me to go bed... he tucked me in and stuff and put a garbage can by me lol .. i thought it was cute. so i passed out and when we all woke up kirk took me and megan to my house.
Saturday..*
mikey took me and megan to mcdonalds and we came back here and got ready. kim came over and we went with her to her work and then back to her house for a lil bit. in all honesty, yesterday was the worst day/night in my entire life. me and megan ended up going to kirks house after being hoed out by him and alex 2651236 times that night. soo when we got there... guess what... they were acting like assholes. i swear to god i wanted to kill somebody. alex was completely ignoring me and acting like a dick towards me and i didnt even do anything wrong. kirk was doing the same thing to megan. but anyway, when me and megan woke up we called kim and had her come pick us up and we left w/o sayin bye.
i seriously knew that something like this would happen. i listened to all his bullshit about how "he wasnt out to hurt me or anything like that" blah blah blah... but he does it anyway. niiice. i dont even know what to do with myself right now. i have not been to school in a week just for him... i skipped my fucking court shit to be with him... and now look. im in deep shit now because i missed some class i had to go to that was court ordered... for alex. im such an idiot.. he was the only person ive truly liked since mike, and i was trying my hardest this time not to fuck it up with alex but it gets fucked up anyway. i dont even think anyone knows exactly, just how much i like him.. but i guess i knew it would of turned out to be a waste of time.. i really thought he was different but i guess i was wrong... o well... what can ya do...
oh ya... my mom shut my cell phone off... i just fucking LOVE my life
i went to megans house and kirk and paul picked us up... we went to matt byars house cuz he was supposed to be havin a party but that didnt happen. we drank a lil bit over there w/ some people and then matts mom kicked everyone out. sooo me megan kirk and paul all went back to kirks house. i got soooo drunk it was crazy... i guess i did 4 beer bongs.. but in my mind i only remember doing two lol... it was fun. i ended up getting really sick and i had my head in the toilet for about 3 hours. megan and paul took care of me =) i thought that was very nice of them. paul told me to lift my head up so he could clean off my clown face *LOL* i had makeup alllll over my face and he said i looked like a clown lol. i swear i bumped my head over EVERY single thing in that bathroom... the walls included. then after awhile paul made me to go bed... he tucked me in and stuff and put a garbage can by me lol .. i thought it was cute. so i passed out and when we all woke up kirk took me and megan to my house.
Saturday..*
mikey took me and megan to mcdonalds and we came back here and got ready. kim came over and we went with her to her work and then back to her house for a lil bit. in all honesty, yesterday was the worst day/night in my entire life. me and megan ended up going to kirks house after being hoed out by him and alex 2651236 times that night. soo when we got there... guess what... they were acting like assholes. i swear to god i wanted to kill somebody. alex was completely ignoring me and acting like a dick towards me and i didnt even do anything wrong. kirk was doing the same thing to megan. but anyway, when me and megan woke up we called kim and had her come pick us up and we left w/o sayin bye.
i seriously knew that something like this would happen. i listened to all his bullshit about how "he wasnt out to hurt me or anything like that" blah blah blah... but he does it anyway. niiice. i dont even know what to do with myself right now. i have not been to school in a week just for him... i skipped my fucking court shit to be with him... and now look. im in deep shit now because i missed some class i had to go to that was court ordered... for alex. im such an idiot.. he was the only person ive truly liked since mike, and i was trying my hardest this time not to fuck it up with alex but it gets fucked up anyway. i dont even think anyone knows exactly, just how much i like him.. but i guess i knew it would of turned out to be a waste of time.. i really thought he was different but i guess i was wrong... o well... what can ya do...
oh ya... my mom shut my cell phone off... i just fucking LOVE my life