May 11, 2005 16:02
Drumline tryouts were yesterday and you are reading the thoughts of the newest member of the PHS snare line. *beams* Im so excited that I made the line. I honestly dont think Ive felt this accomlished in all of my life.
Yesterday did have a not-so-happy part to it. Adam informed me that he STILL isnt over Lita and that he doesnt want to date me. And so goes the story of my life...Why do boys insist on hurting me? Do I have a sign on my back that says "Im a girl with a loving heart...feel free to crush it,and feelings...feel free to abuse them."? Im not going to let it get me down, however. I have done that in the past and its not worth it. If Adam doesnt want to be with me, so what? Ill find someone else that actually wants to be a part of my life.
KRISta
"...if they knew how misery loves me"