Hugs become sour with in time.
It's suprising how annoyed you can become with your own life... even if you had it all because of the type of person you are... it wouldn't satisy because its the simple things that keep it going around.
My life is always the same damn thing. Fight with my mom , Fight with my brother.. fight with my mother about fighting with my brother because he thinks hes older then he is.
I'm so discontent with being so goddamn ignored all the time the only friends i have are the people I never see... But its these people that I seem to be getting closer with. On second thought my ex boyfriend called me this morning.... like out of nowhere its been like a year again... wtf does he want.. to be my friend... are you kidding me I don't need that kind of drama just so he can ripe && rave about how come i dont have a car, lisence, boyfriend... all the things that really arnt even his buissness. You know whats relaly lame out of all the people who claim to want to be friends... Only Gina && Darren calls me... both are so far away its impossible to not get upset about it sometimes when you can't just be around them. But they're a hell of alot better friends then anyone I know at all. You learn after not having much of anyone to not ake advantage of it because of how much miss when its gone. Fucking eh,,,, I wish this family house wasn't sucha battle ground && maybe a loving place... do you know how god damn long it has been since I have had a hug???? Its been so long I've become sour about it && shove off everyone my family fakily attempts to get me , to kiss my ass so I'll get up && do something for them.
Also someone how now its not going to be an option for them to allow me to get out && see my brothers next show like... WTF is so wrong about you doing that for me... you drve everywhere else... why not there... with someone I know... Seriously.. Why such hate. Why such angst.. why sucha controll freak?
On another level.. I've been really creative latley.. && I hate crickets more then ever.
Love.
My life is always the same damn thing. Fight with my mom , Fight with my brother.. fight with my mother about fighting with my brother because he thinks hes older then he is.
I'm so discontent with being so goddamn ignored all the time the only friends i have are the people I never see... But its these people that I seem to be getting closer with. On second thought my ex boyfriend called me this morning.... like out of nowhere its been like a year again... wtf does he want.. to be my friend... are you kidding me I don't need that kind of drama just so he can ripe && rave about how come i dont have a car, lisence, boyfriend... all the things that really arnt even his buissness. You know whats relaly lame out of all the people who claim to want to be friends... Only Gina && Darren calls me... both are so far away its impossible to not get upset about it sometimes when you can't just be around them. But they're a hell of alot better friends then anyone I know at all. You learn after not having much of anyone to not ake advantage of it because of how much miss when its gone. Fucking eh,,,, I wish this family house wasn't sucha battle ground && maybe a loving place... do you know how god damn long it has been since I have had a hug???? Its been so long I've become sour about it && shove off everyone my family fakily attempts to get me , to kiss my ass so I'll get up && do something for them.
Also someone how now its not going to be an option for them to allow me to get out && see my brothers next show like... WTF is so wrong about you doing that for me... you drve everywhere else... why not there... with someone I know... Seriously.. Why such hate. Why such angst.. why sucha controll freak?
On another level.. I've been really creative latley.. && I hate crickets more then ever.
Love.