Drifting

[s00shi]

drifting
farther &&
farther away
from who I used to be,

I'd live a million lives over
&& still cry the same tears
I'd break through all the barriers
&& still have the same fears.

I'd run my life down the drain
&& watch it overflow
I would know everything
there is to know.

drifiting
farther
&& farther away
from who I used to be.
If only I was me again.

I'd walk down the same road
pot holes leading the way
reminding me of the dents
that I put in my life,
&& how I tossed
every forsaken memory away.

Crumbling like a piece of paper
that floats down a stream
broken inside && out
All I could do was scream.

But now I'm stuck
in the present way
they way I have become
wanting to peel the skin
from my bones, &&
bring the pieces back together.

drifting
farther
&& farther away
from who I used to be.

Curious to be, the old me.