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where has everyone gone just as i need them the most?
i feel the most alone than i've ever felt. there are three kinds of people to me, lately. those that are obligated to love me, those that don't love me, and paulbaker. i don't have anything anymore. they're moving to fucking delaware. i'll probably not going to castleton. i hate who i've become, to be blunt. but it's who i am, and it's ever so hard to change that. i guess i fall into the "people who feel obligated to love tracy" catagory. this is such a self-loathing post, but the really sad part is that it's probably not the worst one in this fucking thing.
if you're reading this, i'd really love to hear from you, yaknow? :/
i feel the most alone than i've ever felt. there are three kinds of people to me, lately. those that are obligated to love me, those that don't love me, and paulbaker. i don't have anything anymore. they're moving to fucking delaware. i'll probably not going to castleton. i hate who i've become, to be blunt. but it's who i am, and it's ever so hard to change that. i guess i fall into the "people who feel obligated to love tracy" catagory. this is such a self-loathing post, but the really sad part is that it's probably not the worst one in this fucking thing.
if you're reading this, i'd really love to hear from you, yaknow? :/