So cut my wrists and black my eyes...
So yea...i whent to nick's awake last night. Sooo many people were there. The line was so long it wasnt even funny. Me n everyone were waiting outside for at least an hour. And when i finnaly got inside n saw nick I was just like "oh my god thats not nick it cant be" he just didnt look like himself. I just dont know what to think. I couldnt stop crying n idk. My mom said she didnt start crying till she actually hugged his mom. N wat was weird is when me n my mom left she held my had which is something i like never remember me n my mom doing so it was strage to me. Idk thats just like the worst thing i had ever done in my life. I just cant take it that he's gone. So idk. Hung out with Allyson today, watched elf and harry potter 3. Got burger king, yummy...idk gonna go tho...
<3Lindsey Jean
<3Lindsey Jean