makoto end
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ya i cried.
not that much but i think... after now that it's completely over... rather than crying during it... i think i'll continue to cry on more than this.
in fact i started crying right after i chose and makoto went "usotsuki"
and part of me knows that he is lying as it was reason and not instinct.
TAT and of course, the part that got me is with every single story that has one eating the other, is that to have all of them become theirs, bones, flesh, blood, whatever it was. it could be an ultimate expression of how much they desired and felt for them. but makoto was pretty much driven insane by his hunger for youji and... ugh it was done horribly though. had he not been so addicted to eating, as that was already displayed out throughout the entire game (which was horrible foreshadowing and kinda made me go OTL as i knew his ending before playing it)
if only makoto didn't have that sort of eating disorder... it might've been a much more similar end to zenya's. TAT i hate this game now almost... because there's only one main chara, it's not like the rest of the games, where you can choose from any targets and have them become the main one.
and makoto's last line being youji was just so TAT and made me sad that youji's last line wasn't "makoto" although he did say that near the very end. i want a happy end for these two, damnit. (must go search for fanfics)
and what annoyed me, whether i chose instinct or reason, lots of things remained the same =_= there should've been more deviations i think.
last thought... makoto u did well... not well as in like ruining/eating both of u but... at least u... TAT ate youji completely and cleanly even though you made such a mess and lots of places are so bloody... (why didn't you boil his bones in a soup though before you died)