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i'm so glad she is dead like i always presumed/cursed that she would be
i am sooooooooooooooooooo glad she effing died without taking my lockon lookalike with her
but wtf lyle did he just hit setsuna over that b**** that should've been shot down by him but since he's too weak to do so, setsuna had to do it instead and get his hands dirty to freggin save lyle's ass?!
... i'm all rage... ugh this rage is almost enough to make me write an ALL/Lyle pwp.
=_= i give up on you, why must you have mikishin's voice? why must you have lockon's voice + face?!
... god in my mind, tieria totally bitch slapped him on the spot and then had comfort sex with setsuna... thus, the first time i shipped tieria with someone beside lockon/lockon's double
just one act, was all it took to ruin my beloved delandycest... and lockon/tieria/the other lockon ot3...
... i didn't think setsuna f seiei was this important to me... i really didn't, but he's such a kid to me, no matter how much he did grow. he'll always be the one stuck with milk, to hit him even once, is like hitting duo 10000 times. and duo pretty much means more to me than every single gundam series multiplied together.
i think a huge part of me did think of this setsuna as the other three setsuna i also like... you just don't hit a setsuna no matter which one it is >_< i wish the flame of recca version came out and burnt lyle alive, ugh~~~~
and how many times did he hit him? ... currently it's too painful for me to go rewatch and count it and then go read all the torture fics i'd find for him so that i'd feel better. originally i had figured, he can die and go see my actual beloved lockon, OR he can live so that tieria won't be alone. now i hope everyone else dies and he's the only one not put out of his misery and doesn't have the courage to put a bullet through his own head. that asshole, he deserves the worst possible bad ending anyone can think of.
other than that... mikishin's voice still makes me cry. i think i'm really damaged because i can't think of the other lockon doing what lyle just did... and i know they are two different people and i shouldn't expect them to act the same way. BUT IN MY MIND I SAW LOCKON HIT SETSUNA SINCE THEY LOOK AND SOUND BLOODY THE SAME.