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._. to whoever it is that they should know
i hope it's not that instrument that is making u somewhat not so happy. *patspats*
oh and i got a new icon~ XD h & c~ i believe those two can be such a pretty and complicated ship *sways*
but vday is here.
*laughs* when i say that i think of v. *pats v* perhaps because we have spent valentine's together before, chapters then starbucks and on a bridge, ripping the petals of roses of "likes me" "likes me not."
and i totally cheated while whoever it was in your mind though there wasn't a specific person, was a bad ending.
this is my 19th valentine. (though there was no such concept until i was in canada by 11, so technically my 8th valentine) ._. i was hoping to spend it with someone i like but i don't have anyone i like here, not even a close friend. i don't want to go to the library with my neighbor to do my essay even though that is what i should/must do. i want to go to that single's dinner that my other neighbor was gonna cook except she's doing it too far away in ut as they have a better kitchen.
i won't see the roses that dad always buys for mom. (which i'll always steal to rip apart or dump it in a bathtub or watever it is, because i like ruined roses instead of them just sitting in a crystal vessel) i think i will always remember that guy that three girls, including me, liked back in second year of junior high. perhaps because of roses, chocolates, snow, hugs, knowing and whatnot. although since i'm in love with hetalia, there's more reason to remember him because he's russian (except with aquamarine instead of purple eyes) XD *glomps ruchan panda*
._. i don't think i can have anything other than imaginary love, vday makes me want a one day significant other. but currently, i'd want ferrero mon cheri chocolate (both cherry and not cherry versions) more than i want significant other. i think i will probably eat cake in a few hours as it's 3 am already. maybe there'd be strawberries on top. i think that would make me happily single. because there are so many things i don't want to share in life. XD although i think the problem is, i can't seem to share myself, if that's possible.
i hope it's not that instrument that is making u somewhat not so happy. *patspats*
oh and i got a new icon~ XD h & c~ i believe those two can be such a pretty and complicated ship *sways*
but vday is here.
*laughs* when i say that i think of v. *pats v* perhaps because we have spent valentine's together before, chapters then starbucks and on a bridge, ripping the petals of roses of "likes me" "likes me not."
and i totally cheated while whoever it was in your mind though there wasn't a specific person, was a bad ending.
this is my 19th valentine. (though there was no such concept until i was in canada by 11, so technically my 8th valentine) ._. i was hoping to spend it with someone i like but i don't have anyone i like here, not even a close friend. i don't want to go to the library with my neighbor to do my essay even though that is what i should/must do. i want to go to that single's dinner that my other neighbor was gonna cook except she's doing it too far away in ut as they have a better kitchen.
i won't see the roses that dad always buys for mom. (which i'll always steal to rip apart or dump it in a bathtub or watever it is, because i like ruined roses instead of them just sitting in a crystal vessel) i think i will always remember that guy that three girls, including me, liked back in second year of junior high. perhaps because of roses, chocolates, snow, hugs, knowing and whatnot. although since i'm in love with hetalia, there's more reason to remember him because he's russian (except with aquamarine instead of purple eyes) XD *glomps ruchan panda*
._. i don't think i can have anything other than imaginary love, vday makes me want a one day significant other. but currently, i'd want ferrero mon cheri chocolate (both cherry and not cherry versions) more than i want significant other. i think i will probably eat cake in a few hours as it's 3 am already. maybe there'd be strawberries on top. i think that would make me happily single. because there are so many things i don't want to share in life. XD although i think the problem is, i can't seem to share myself, if that's possible.