went shopping today
lol T&T is THE place to spend all the money on food. i got those tiny miny oranges (like maybe i can fit 8 of them onto my small hand) without seeds and they are taste so sweet that i got two whole package of it. >///< Carrying it was a pain though. Not to mention i bought so much other snacks/bread and finally stuffed my empty mini fridge.
what i forgot to post for the last three few days:
screw that :
i got electricuted by the light switch just now
i had nosebleed too many times for no apparent reason yesterday (i mean it would make so much sense if i nosebled while watching gv but no i was just throwing the garbage out)
my long post about hikaru and buying doujin and aph and so on was lost (but anyways, the important thing is i'm getting a mediator to buy that hre doujinshi and any other aph doujinshi that might be still on sale by the time that stupid money transfer is done and that takes at least a week... sobs, and i didn't see that male hungary doujinshi on sale at Taobao T^T)
my internet transformed into a snail on me that i can't downlload one single song in less than an hr as everyone is back to rez
my laptop is too heavy to be carried around anywhere and my handwritten notes looks more like arabic than english
i feel so dissastisfied with uni campus food yet it's my own fault that i can't cook beside the fact that there is no kitchen available in this rez (this has been fixed, thanks to going to T & T, why must only my stomach be so Chinese?)
my school stuff should be making me panic like ants being boiled and tortured endlessly or at least tear some hair out... yet...i'm ignoring it...i can't do that for long though...
etc etc etc, it just seems like feb sucks, but hey, at least there'd be chocolate roses on valentine's day, although i'd be dateless, lol, i might believe in that saying that singles = aristocrat for the rest of my life.
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:D i have confirmed my schedule which = gyaaaaa anime north all three days. ahahahahahahhaah buwahahahahh muwahahahahahha KATSU NO WA ORESAMA DA！
However, what sucks is that now i have to do this stupid Residence Form thingy because of various circumstances that they don't let me stay in res after my final test, yet i have final ESSAYS but since they don't know my ESSAY and only know test (which two of my test occur before the actual exam period)... i have to do stupid form to prolong staying, not like i'd even want to stay had there not been essay and AN!
XD must start planning for cosplay ohohohohoho~
i only cosplayed once in my entire fangirl life (which is more than half of my entire life), and it was oshitari from PoT, lol.
i still have that nice dark blue wig that i got from ebay, it was really expensive since i also got this 120 cm black wig as originally i planned to do trinity blood's Isaak for the other day, i even got the red band and the special pin as well as the coat from ebay... all i needed was the shiny belts and boots
except even tho it was suppose to be custom made, =_= they still made it too large on me, which makes me sad cause i don't want Isaak to look puffy.
i wonder if i should sell it to somebody that's more fitting for that outfit. lol it even looks like dgrayman clothes according to a friend who cosplayed kanda, as i never really could watch/read all of that. =_= even though the seiyuu were that much love.
sighs the problem with those two wigs is... i don't know how to wear wigs, lol. because of that, i cut my hair shorter than most guy's hair so that i could wear that oshitari wig right on top, i'm really stupid like that~ i don't regret cutting my long hair or anything (even tho my hair totally stopped growing after that lol) but i would like to learn to wear a wig... OTL all the tutorials on the internet doesn't help because i'm just not good at following hands-on instructions without someone actually correcting me. i mean here is someone who almost failed cosmetics course because she can't style hair and quit home-ec class because she'd burn the entire school/stab her hands off with sewing machines... ya, me doing cosplay with my own effort is disaterous.
anyways, i feel like giving up on Isaak because nobody close to me is willing to be my Dietrich =_= and it would be so sad to have just Isaak and no Dietrich. this is what happens with ships, see. i only cosplayed oshitari that once because there was this hot looking Atobe who's originally Finish. XD I don't really ship oshitari with atobe much if at all but I like hyotei best. At that time, my hair wasn't long enough to be Shishido's while Hiyoshi's personality doesn't fit me at all. While I do match well with hoshi's chara, it's like Atobe and Gakuto pair, =_=? jiroh is cause he's too cute and his golden hair would be harder to do, so... Plus oshitari has glasses which makes it so much easier for me as i can't see anything without my glasses, while contacts are not really an option for how much things i lose on a daily basis. that would mean i shouldn't try to do male hungary, because of the contacts. There are so many PoT charas I like and wish there are like 10 of me so i could do 10 different ones, but.. that would creepy if they all had the same face.
besides, it doesn't seem like anyone else was doing it gakuen style... it'd be kind of out of synch if i did it by myself when there IS a huge group. if i do china, it'd be hard to decide between the aph version military uniform for china or the traidtional clothes OR girl version. LOL
god, the girl version hair-do, i used to have that hair style every time during special occasions, but long hair is needed to make it appear nicely.i've always wanted to own a traditional chinese outfit in red though, especially when girl version is kind of like "maid" anyways because a lot of waitresses dresses like that in china's fancy restaurants. XD
so, must start getting reference set up now~ I'm so excited to see some of the kuroshitsuji cosplay that most likely will happen as well~
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will do some aph spamming later in the evening or tomoro. ^^
what i forgot to post for the last three few days:
screw that :
i got electricuted by the light switch just now
i had nosebleed too many times for no apparent reason yesterday (i mean it would make so much sense if i nosebled while watching gv but no i was just throwing the garbage out)
my long post about hikaru and buying doujin and aph and so on was lost (but anyways, the important thing is i'm getting a mediator to buy that hre doujinshi and any other aph doujinshi that might be still on sale by the time that stupid money transfer is done and that takes at least a week... sobs, and i didn't see that male hungary doujinshi on sale at Taobao T^T)
my internet transformed into a snail on me that i can't downlload one single song in less than an hr as everyone is back to rez
my laptop is too heavy to be carried around anywhere and my handwritten notes looks more like arabic than english
i feel so dissastisfied with uni campus food yet it's my own fault that i can't cook beside the fact that there is no kitchen available in this rez (this has been fixed, thanks to going to T & T, why must only my stomach be so Chinese?)
my school stuff should be making me panic like ants being boiled and tortured endlessly or at least tear some hair out... yet...i'm ignoring it...i can't do that for long though...
etc etc etc, it just seems like feb sucks, but hey, at least there'd be chocolate roses on valentine's day, although i'd be dateless, lol, i might believe in that saying that singles = aristocrat for the rest of my life.
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:D i have confirmed my schedule which = gyaaaaa anime north all three days. ahahahahahahhaah buwahahahahh muwahahahahahha KATSU NO WA ORESAMA DA！
However, what sucks is that now i have to do this stupid Residence Form thingy because of various circumstances that they don't let me stay in res after my final test, yet i have final ESSAYS but since they don't know my ESSAY and only know test (which two of my test occur before the actual exam period)... i have to do stupid form to prolong staying, not like i'd even want to stay had there not been essay and AN!
XD must start planning for cosplay ohohohohoho~
i only cosplayed once in my entire fangirl life (which is more than half of my entire life), and it was oshitari from PoT, lol.
i still have that nice dark blue wig that i got from ebay, it was really expensive since i also got this 120 cm black wig as originally i planned to do trinity blood's Isaak for the other day, i even got the red band and the special pin as well as the coat from ebay... all i needed was the shiny belts and boots
except even tho it was suppose to be custom made, =_= they still made it too large on me, which makes me sad cause i don't want Isaak to look puffy.
i wonder if i should sell it to somebody that's more fitting for that outfit. lol it even looks like dgrayman clothes according to a friend who cosplayed kanda, as i never really could watch/read all of that. =_= even though the seiyuu were that much love.
sighs the problem with those two wigs is... i don't know how to wear wigs, lol. because of that, i cut my hair shorter than most guy's hair so that i could wear that oshitari wig right on top, i'm really stupid like that~ i don't regret cutting my long hair or anything (even tho my hair totally stopped growing after that lol) but i would like to learn to wear a wig... OTL all the tutorials on the internet doesn't help because i'm just not good at following hands-on instructions without someone actually correcting me. i mean here is someone who almost failed cosmetics course because she can't style hair and quit home-ec class because she'd burn the entire school/stab her hands off with sewing machines... ya, me doing cosplay with my own effort is disaterous.
anyways, i feel like giving up on Isaak because nobody close to me is willing to be my Dietrich =_= and it would be so sad to have just Isaak and no Dietrich. this is what happens with ships, see. i only cosplayed oshitari that once because there was this hot looking Atobe who's originally Finish. XD I don't really ship oshitari with atobe much if at all but I like hyotei best. At that time, my hair wasn't long enough to be Shishido's while Hiyoshi's personality doesn't fit me at all. While I do match well with hoshi's chara, it's like Atobe and Gakuto pair, =_=? jiroh is cause he's too cute and his golden hair would be harder to do, so... Plus oshitari has glasses which makes it so much easier for me as i can't see anything without my glasses, while contacts are not really an option for how much things i lose on a daily basis. that would mean i shouldn't try to do male hungary, because of the contacts. There are so many PoT charas I like and wish there are like 10 of me so i could do 10 different ones, but.. that would creepy if they all had the same face.
besides, it doesn't seem like anyone else was doing it gakuen style... it'd be kind of out of synch if i did it by myself when there IS a huge group. if i do china, it'd be hard to decide between the aph version military uniform for china or the traidtional clothes OR girl version. LOL
god, the girl version hair-do, i used to have that hair style every time during special occasions, but long hair is needed to make it appear nicely.i've always wanted to own a traditional chinese outfit in red though, especially when girl version is kind of like "maid" anyways because a lot of waitresses dresses like that in china's fancy restaurants. XD
so, must start getting reference set up now~ I'm so excited to see some of the kuroshitsuji cosplay that most likely will happen as well~
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will do some aph spamming later in the evening or tomoro. ^^