Jan 23, 2010 17:54
I've done nothing exciting today.
I just got back from the gym, but such a thing is not fun. I didn't do any pushy-pole or leany time, but after I got back I did do some sit-upsie-daisies.
I tried to go out and take pictures with the Holga (a toy camera) earlier, but the light wasn't cooperating and it has to be just right, so what should've been a photo-walk turned into me simply walking around in not enough clothes (it was a bit chilly)
I've played a good amount video games today (Team Fortress 2), and as fun as they are, it's not as filled with excitement as much as I wish it was. I think I like it so much because when I'm playing, there's not really anything going through my head, it's just kind of blank, with simple ideas popping up like "kill that mothafucka over there" or "this would be a good hiding spot". It was the same with MapleStory (oh, those halcyon days). Shortly, video games let me lose myself in them, something that's pleasant.
Don't you hate it when you become self-aware? I did that while I was walking around. And now I just did it again. It's like losing the game... You think about it, and it sucks, but then the feeling dies off, only to return again and bring you more disappointment.