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i got a 91 on my lab people! i'm starting to feel like i can actually do this. i'm pretty excited. that doesn't happen often lol.
i do feel like a shit tho, i've only been at work this week like one day. Tuesday i left early for a meeting at school. Then wensday i went in, but left because the night before i was sooo sick to my stomach, with HORRIBLE pain. So i talked to my boss about it and he said i should just go to the emergency room. thank god adam went with me, well I knew he would, but i hate going to the ER, so i was happy he was with me. Anyway, they did some tests, xrays and stuff and then shot me up with some Dilaudid. Now You wanna talk about being fucked up? MY GOD! that shit was awsome. i was in la la land for what felt like days, and we were only there for like 2 and a half hours. I felt bad cause adam couldn't get any of it, but god it was good. The beginning was scary tho, the Nurse had worned me that about a minute after she injected it that i would feel pressure in my chest and then it would spred throught the rest of me, she didn't said it would be as bad as it was. It was frekin scary, it felt like someone was CRUSHING my heart and i couldn't move my lungs to take a breath. i don't know how those addicts do it, i wouldn't be able to take it. anyway, By the time we left it had wore off, probably cause when they asked me how bad i felt on a scale from 1 to 10, i only said a 7-8, oh well, i was def. grateful anyway.
hey guess what, on march 10th adam and i will have known eachother for 5 years. i can't say it's our 'anniversary' cause we never really started dating on any particular day, but thats the day we went to see a Perfect Circle together. we had only known eachother for a few weeks, and we found out we both had tickets for the same show, so we decided to go together. The rest is history. ahhhh :::stares romantically at the screen:::::
anyway....it's voting night on american idol!! who do you thinks going home? I think that Crooner kid is DEFINEATLY getting booted!
i do feel like a shit tho, i've only been at work this week like one day. Tuesday i left early for a meeting at school. Then wensday i went in, but left because the night before i was sooo sick to my stomach, with HORRIBLE pain. So i talked to my boss about it and he said i should just go to the emergency room. thank god adam went with me, well I knew he would, but i hate going to the ER, so i was happy he was with me. Anyway, they did some tests, xrays and stuff and then shot me up with some Dilaudid. Now You wanna talk about being fucked up? MY GOD! that shit was awsome. i was in la la land for what felt like days, and we were only there for like 2 and a half hours. I felt bad cause adam couldn't get any of it, but god it was good. The beginning was scary tho, the Nurse had worned me that about a minute after she injected it that i would feel pressure in my chest and then it would spred throught the rest of me, she didn't said it would be as bad as it was. It was frekin scary, it felt like someone was CRUSHING my heart and i couldn't move my lungs to take a breath. i don't know how those addicts do it, i wouldn't be able to take it. anyway, By the time we left it had wore off, probably cause when they asked me how bad i felt on a scale from 1 to 10, i only said a 7-8, oh well, i was def. grateful anyway.
hey guess what, on march 10th adam and i will have known eachother for 5 years. i can't say it's our 'anniversary' cause we never really started dating on any particular day, but thats the day we went to see a Perfect Circle together. we had only known eachother for a few weeks, and we found out we both had tickets for the same show, so we decided to go together. The rest is history. ahhhh :::stares romantically at the screen:::::
anyway....it's voting night on american idol!! who do you thinks going home? I think that Crooner kid is DEFINEATLY getting booted!