YOU GIVE LOVE A BAD NAME
That was the one and only Bon Jovi (that was for you OML). Well if anything I have realized a few key things this week. One is how fucken awesome New York City is and all the things that come along with it including shopping, Broadway, and famous people. The vacation was SURREAL...no other way to describe it. But it also made me realize one thing: how dysfunctional my family is, especially when we stay in a room the size of my bedroom. Everybody wants to do their own thing, their own way and it creates tension. The perfect vacation for me would be going to a great place (next on the list: Cali...cause "California here we come..right back where we started from...California..) for those of you who didn't understand that was clearly a plug for the O.C..back on track going to a cool place with my friends. Then things get down our ways..a middle ground, a compromise if you must. Also everything is crazy this week: film project, drama play, coffee house, model parliament, student government I swear my cholesteral level has gone up (or my heart rate..either one)
I am also getting increasingly agitated as to why I never have luck. Damn it..I had good things that were reachable and I lost them and now I am sad yet once again. Today made me realize that I still hold the remnants of past relationships. For instance old JLT photos haha, and the everso dying presence of having to wear nice clothes to go to the pool..it makes me wonder..is this normal???
I am also getting increasingly agitated as to why I never have luck. Damn it..I had good things that were reachable and I lost them and now I am sad yet once again. Today made me realize that I still hold the remnants of past relationships. For instance old JLT photos haha, and the everso dying presence of having to wear nice clothes to go to the pool..it makes me wonder..is this normal???