Curse

Sep 05, 2007 17:05

I have experienced my first curse.

To anyone who I scared, I apologize. To anyone I slashed with my knife, I am terribly sorry. To anyone I killed, you have my utmost sympathy, but you really shouldn't have come near me when you realized I was obviously not in my right state.

To anyone I... nevermind.

Apparently this is what our numbers are for; even and odd ones experience curses at different times. This one seemed to make us all our opposite or some such thing as to explore underdeveloped sides of ourselves. When did I read that gothic poetry...?

So. I, personally, made it home after the adventures of the curse when it wore off, which was this morning. Luckily, the forest did not seem to affect me when I was cursed, so I'm fine (figuratively speaking). Which makes sense; the curses are of this place, as is the forest. It's natural that when we are ourselves we're repelled by it, but when we contain the same sort of essence, we are immune.

I can't believe I'm discussing curses in such a manner...

Ayame, mother, I am truly sorry for the abonimnable way I treated you. Please forgive me. I was not myself.

For anyone who wonders, I have firmly locked myself in my room in mortification of the events I caused during the curse. I shall shackle myself to the bedpost if I must to restrain myself from being active during the next one.

...it's odds next time, isn't it?

I wonder what Light will do...
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