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I applied for a permanent job here (once again.) And was rejected (once again.) Lovely.
I'm still feeling very "so I'm good enough to be your constant temp, but not good enough to want on as permanent staff?" A little bitter about things, yes.
So I think it's time to start sending out applications for other permanent jobs, because if I work here much longer I'm going to get somewhat depressed, I think.
Sadly, I was all ready to be totally bitter at the new person taking the job I applied for, but he's a really adorable boy who works in one of the other areas here and I've had a teeny crush on him for a while. Universe, that is very unfair. >:(
Now that I've finished a two hour-long freak-out, though, I think I'm at least not about to up and start crying at my cubicle anymore.
I'm still feeling very "so I'm good enough to be your constant temp, but not good enough to want on as permanent staff?" A little bitter about things, yes.
So I think it's time to start sending out applications for other permanent jobs, because if I work here much longer I'm going to get somewhat depressed, I think.
Sadly, I was all ready to be totally bitter at the new person taking the job I applied for, but he's a really adorable boy who works in one of the other areas here and I've had a teeny crush on him for a while. Universe, that is very unfair. >:(
Now that I've finished a two hour-long freak-out, though, I think I'm at least not about to up and start crying at my cubicle anymore.