Long time no see
It been so long since I updated this thing not like anybody reads this thing but I needed to get some stuff off my chest. It's been a mixed up month. How shall I start off...
Well it's been a busy month at Gallery they have really been working us incredible hard I so tired from being outside filming and editing video. I kind of glad that the program is over with because my bosses most of the time act like they have sticks up their asses>.>. It's been boring too because Jeffery started school today so it really boring after work -_-.
My auntie gave my ex-friend my number now that damn girl has been calling her looking for me. Something should tell her it I wanted to talk to her I would have called her within a year. I don't want to talk her after how she use to treat me I really thought she was my but all she did was use me talk about me behind my back and to my face. All she did was take advantage of me and some of the things she did still hurts to this day. I just do not want anything to do with her plus she'll never acceopt me for who I am now. I'm that now I do have some true friends.
I was really upset for a couple of days because I thought Arisu and JB ditched me and Jeffery it really hurted it felt like someone stabbed me in ther hurt just like in the 'good old days' but I talk her and found out she rush home because of a really bad migraine which is a relief ^^:pokes Arisu: you should have told me I would have took you home or got you some asprin. It just hard for me to make good friend and to find my other half well it like striking oil on Mars it doesn't really happen, ^^;; I don't think that made sense. oh well.
I'm happy that I'll be able to go to school even if it to a school I don't really want to go to but I got enough financial aid to pay for it some hopefully I'll learn to like it. But thinking about school makes me angry because my bitch of a mother was acting like I was sitting on my ass not doing anythinf while I trying to go to work and take care of financial aid. She pratically yelling for the past week What school your going to? Why you didn't take care of finacial aid earlier. Well for her fucking information I started my financial aid process in march and finished in May way earlier thn most people. It's not my fucking fault that the damn school didn't want to mail me how much finacial aid I was getting. Then she was talking even more shit when my friend Cory was over my house saying that everyone in my graduating class got money for and why didn't I, she said if I tried harder in school I would have gotten some to. Well for that bitches fucking imformation my graduating class was a bunch of asses and not everyone recieved scholorships and grants only a few, stupid bitch. How dare she talk shit about me in front of my friend I wanted to strangle her ass right there. Then the fucking whore wants me to pay rent while
I'm in school money hungry bitch I'll be out her soon enough so she can be alone with her damn husband, hopefully they'll kill each other. She always have something bad to say about me nothing is every good enough for her self righteous. self absorbed, selfish bitch. I now I'm not wanted her because her husband does want me her well she can go please her master but one day she going to look up and I'm going to be gone and have nothing to do with every again for all I'm concerned I have no mother.
Well it's been a busy month at Gallery they have really been working us incredible hard I so tired from being outside filming and editing video. I kind of glad that the program is over with because my bosses most of the time act like they have sticks up their asses>.>. It's been boring too because Jeffery started school today so it really boring after work -_-.
My auntie gave my ex-friend my number now that damn girl has been calling her looking for me. Something should tell her it I wanted to talk to her I would have called her within a year. I don't want to talk her after how she use to treat me I really thought she was my but all she did was use me talk about me behind my back and to my face. All she did was take advantage of me and some of the things she did still hurts to this day. I just do not want anything to do with her plus she'll never acceopt me for who I am now. I'm that now I do have some true friends.
I was really upset for a couple of days because I thought Arisu and JB ditched me and Jeffery it really hurted it felt like someone stabbed me in ther hurt just like in the 'good old days' but I talk her and found out she rush home because of a really bad migraine which is a relief ^^:pokes Arisu: you should have told me I would have took you home or got you some asprin. It just hard for me to make good friend and to find my other half well it like striking oil on Mars it doesn't really happen, ^^;; I don't think that made sense. oh well.
I'm happy that I'll be able to go to school even if it to a school I don't really want to go to but I got enough financial aid to pay for it some hopefully I'll learn to like it. But thinking about school makes me angry because my bitch of a mother was acting like I was sitting on my ass not doing anythinf while I trying to go to work and take care of financial aid. She pratically yelling for the past week What school your going to? Why you didn't take care of finacial aid earlier. Well for her fucking information I started my financial aid process in march and finished in May way earlier thn most people. It's not my fucking fault that the damn school didn't want to mail me how much finacial aid I was getting. Then she was talking even more shit when my friend Cory was over my house saying that everyone in my graduating class got money for and why didn't I, she said if I tried harder in school I would have gotten some to. Well for that bitches fucking imformation my graduating class was a bunch of asses and not everyone recieved scholorships and grants only a few, stupid bitch. How dare she talk shit about me in front of my friend I wanted to strangle her ass right there. Then the fucking whore wants me to pay rent while
I'm in school money hungry bitch I'll be out her soon enough so she can be alone with her damn husband, hopefully they'll kill each other. She always have something bad to say about me nothing is every good enough for her self righteous. self absorbed, selfish bitch. I now I'm not wanted her because her husband does want me her well she can go please her master but one day she going to look up and I'm going to be gone and have nothing to do with every again for all I'm concerned I have no mother.