It's supposed to be forgiving month and event, right?
But even though you texted me with "forgive me" and stuff, I know every (muslim) people do it. It's like a "must-do" at time like this.
So, instead of being a liar and giving "Me too" as a lip-service, I'll be honest and blunt. Don't expect it anytime soon. I know I just can't easily say, "Okay man, I forgive you!" if any weeks and months after Idul Fitri month, what I still feel about you is just a "butt hurt" and the remains of "bi-phobic" feeling you made left in me. Yeah, I'm destroying myself inside-out, you must be happy, right? Don't worry, you can expect me to kill myself anytime soon if given enough pressure in this country.
'sokay man, you can now say me as "Spiteful", awful, bitter person with proud with every friends cheering up, agreeing with you because they love you. It might be true actually. But i know, at least I'm not a liar and saying "I forgive you" just for being nice and making you feel alright about it.
"At least, just enjoy your misery!"
-- Enishi Yukishiro, Rurouni Kenshin / Samurai X, book 19
So, instead of being a liar and giving "Me too" as a lip-service, I'll be honest and blunt. Don't expect it anytime soon. I know I just can't easily say, "Okay man, I forgive you!" if any weeks and months after Idul Fitri month, what I still feel about you is just a "butt hurt" and the remains of "bi-phobic" feeling you made left in me. Yeah, I'm destroying myself inside-out, you must be happy, right? Don't worry, you can expect me to kill myself anytime soon if given enough pressure in this country.
'sokay man, you can now say me as "Spiteful", awful, bitter person with proud with every friends cheering up, agreeing with you because they love you. It might be true actually. But i know, at least I'm not a liar and saying "I forgive you" just for being nice and making you feel alright about it.
"At least, just enjoy your misery!"
-- Enishi Yukishiro, Rurouni Kenshin / Samurai X, book 19