Flash Card Woman

[ryulivnacan]

My Mom use to tell me, "Don't go to bed with coils over your head." I feel she's right, once you wake-up your still angry about the situation. Today I woke up thinking about it. I'm a very easy-going person, but I remember pain like an elephant's cerebellum. Journal, It's not even tragic or anything of the usual emo currents I dwell on. Yet,

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dwuz4me

[stuffacockinit]

looking back, you're one of the few things i do miss from that time in my life. i'm glad you keep up w/ your gurnal every now and then so i kind of know what you're doing.. so don't stop! do you read mine? well anyway... a browse through your recent deviations and i'm upset with myself. i refuse to accept defeat yet! i just haven't been drawing like ever anymore. when i do it's the cats or birds or turtles.. or sketches for ceramics class.. not fun stuff. though it doesn't sound fun when you have to do it for a living. well.. i do still doodle sometimes.. but the worst thing is that i go to draw something cuz i feel like drawing and i just end up with some awesome sailor scout! like i have no characters of my own that i've kept up with.. the mangas i've been reading don't inspire me to draw them.. neither does the anime.. or the games.. i always felt like i drew the best when i was constantly doodling different scenes and ideas involving a cast of characters.. but now-a-days i'm so uninspired i just end up drawing sailor venus in some comprimising pose. well maybe i'll get that damn scanner working and maybe a little friendly competition would ignite a fire under my ass. i will say you may be better than me at coloring and maybe at drawing dudes.. but never at straight pen drawings of girls!! anyways.. i just got aim on this computer again so i'll look for you on there and give you my new number and i don't know if yours is still the same.. so yeah. alright then i guess i'll let you go now.. later d.
-mary

Re: dwuz4me

[ryulivnacan]

Dwuz4me?! Man, That name goes a long way back. I think you should update your buddylist, lol. I haven't used that name in like 5yrs..My number still the same.