Sep 03, 2006 01:53
I've been thinking about a lot of things; Money, friends, family. It all gets a bit dreary when I start to life evaluate. So I won't get into further details about it.
Friday, my friend Lauren came into town for the weekend. I enjoyed her around even though I felt like we haven't really spent much time together. I get this feeling she's just like my crush in Highschool. Yet, we spend time together, I always felt it wasn't enough time spent till she's gone, when I'm asking myself could there be something more to it.
We met at B&B's, I had two P.B.R's before she came. She brought a friend along but she didn't stick around. She left off with some Army vet to a nearby Bar I heard. One of my buddies from the crew hung-out. So we began drinking a few more beers later. I left to check-out Bar-bar, which is some older-age joint for 21&up only, they usually have a good dance floor. I told Lauren, where we'll be if she wants to come.
30mins I get a text from her. So I called back, no response.The rest of the night I spent it alone.
I thought she wanted to hang-out? I figure she had other plans.
Saturday, My Mom called me prior to arrange a time to pick-up my bro this afternoon. My folks have been going through a few things and my Mom is looking out for his self-interest to just get him out for a little bit.
-Cheers to DAD!
My bro and I did riverstreet tonight with the crew, this was a joy to watch my lil-bro get down. He also made 50dollars from the tips we split.
Lauren came out to dance. She had asked me if I was going-out tonight. Unfortunately, it was her last night, but my bro's only 15 and I wasn't going to leave him alone.
SO I guess we'll be texting eachother again on AIM. I just really wished we hung-out.
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So I've been meaning to hear from Monika when she arrived from Miami. It's bad enough I've been trying so hard to be patient. So I called her. She's going home for another week. ( I'm about to burst )
*I think making water bombs out of those condoms is a perfect metaphor for the expense of my bursting intentions.*
brother...( stop reading over my shoulders )
lata lj.