This is how it is

[ryulivnacan]

I played this song on my way to work this morning and I song it in my mind at work.
It has been stuck with me for two days already. These are the lyrics to the song I'm thinking about, and it almost depicts the situation I'm going through.

Dashboard Confessional/ As Lovers Go

She said, "I've got to be honest, you're wasting your time if you're fishin'around here
And I said, "You must be mistaken, I'm not foolin' this feelin'is real."
She said, " You've gotta be crazy! What do you take me for? Some kind of easy mark?"
"No, you've got wits, you've got looks, you've got passion,
But I swear that you've got me all wrong."

I'll be true, I'll be useful, I'll be cavalier, I'll be yours my dear,
I'll belong to you if you just let me through.

This is easy as lovers go. So don't complicate it by hesitating.
This is wonderful as loving goes.
This is tailor-made, what's the sense in waiting?

I said, "I've got to be honest, I've been waiting for you all my life."
For so long I thought I was asylum bound, but just seeing you makes me think twice.
And being with you makes me sane. I fear I'll go crazy if you leave my side.

"You've got wits, yo've got looks, you've got passion,
but are you brave enough to leave with me tonight?"