Another fanmix... woot!

May 18, 2008 18:48

 Yes, I should be reading my textbook for my psych lectures... and yes, I should be typing out my references for tomorrow's interview... but as usual, I'm procrastinating. I know I'll regret it later, but I can worry about that... later. Mmhmm.

Here bringing you another fanmix, this time featuring my favorite Twilight character - Jasper! Yay Jazz! ^0^

Title: My Interpretation
Subject: Jasper Whitlock Hale
Warning: Some Eclipse spoilers if you haven't read that yet, since it is about Jasper's past with some detail. 
Notes: All songs are in mp3 format. And as usual, I'm too lazy to put multiple links for each song, so I only put up a link for the whole package. However, if you wish to only snatch one particular song, don't hesitate to tell me. I'm nice, I don't bite. Eh... no pun intended, of course. And the songs SHOULD have been in chronological order, but I messed up, and I don't feel like fixing it, so... Yeah. 
[EDIT: Sendspace & Megaupload links included]


 





My Interpretation

A Jasper Hale Mix

Tracks

01 Say (All I Need) - OneRepublic

Well all I need is the air I breathe
And a place to rest my head

~
Do you know what your fate is
And are you trying to shake it
You’re doing your best and
You’re best look
You’re praying that you’ll make it

{Moments after Maria bit Jasper, he was blinded by wild flames of pain, not knowing where the hand of fate was pulling him into.}

02 Wake (Instrumental) - Linkin Park

{As the unbearable pain slowly eased away, something woke up within him - power, along with the strong pull of bloodlust, spiraled upwards and out of control.}

03 Animal I Have Become - Three Days Grace

I can't escape this hell
So many times I've tried
But I'm still caged inside

~

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become

{All those bloody feuds over territories, taking lives of innocent humans just to satisfy his never-ending thirst... This was the darkest part of his renewed life. I didn’t realized how overused this song actually is ^^”. Oh well.}

04 Attack - 30 Seconds to Mars

A new day is coming
And I am finally free
~
Run away, Run away
I'll attack
Run away, Run away
Go change yourself
Run away, Run away
now I’ll attack

~

I would’ve kept you forever
But we had to sever
It ended for both of us

{Jasper’s comradeship with Maria was starting to falter as an unknown depression consumed him, urging him to run away, to start a new life, to change himself.}

05 Flawed Design - Stabilo

Now, I'm having trouble differentiating
Between what I want
And what I need
To make me happy
So instead of thinking I just act
Before I have a chance to contemplate the
Consequence of action
~
And I will turn off
And I will shut down
Burying the voices of my conscience hitting ground
And I will turn off
And I will shut down
The chemicals are restless in my head

{Jasper’s self-control was not perfect after so many decades of indulgence into human blood. He could feel his victims’ fear upon meeting their deaths. His conscience told him it was wrong, but he was restless.}

06 My Interpretation - Mika

'Cause I don't care if I ever talk to you again
This is not about emotion
I don't need a reason not to care what you say
Or what happened in the end
This is my interpretation
And it don't, don't make sense

~

The only way is down, I can see that now.

{This is his decision - his own interpretation - that Jasper decided to leave the violent past behind him. Nothing Maria said could have changed that because he could see that this kind of life would only drag him down.}

07 Paradise Building - illScarlett

Don't know what to do
Don't know if it's true anymore

~

Finally figured out
Finally figured out what I am
(What to do about it)
I'm lost and gone forever

~

I'm just slipping away down the coast
And I'm so far away from home
Never returning
Paradise burning
Feeling so alone
Strangers looking through me like a ghost
And I'm so far away from home
Never returning
Paradise burning

{Jasper figured out what he was, and for that first few seconds upon realization, he felt alone - and far away from home. He was slipping away from the essence of humanity.}

08 Mercy - OneRepublic

Angel of Mercy
How did you find me?
How did you pick me up again?
Angel of Mercy
How did you move me?
Why am I on my feet again?
And I see you

~

I feel you

{The moment Alice approached him, Jasper didn’t know why but for the first time in decades, he felt hope. And soon after, he found love.}

09 I Don’t Trust Myself (With Loving You) - John Mayer

No I'm not the man I used to be lately
See you met me at an interesting time
If my past is any sign of your future
You should be warned before I let you inside

{There were times when he doubted - about himself, about why, of all people, Alice would choose him, a monster controlled by bloodlust. He didn’t trust himself.}

10 I Have You to Thank - Gavin Degraw

But I'm trying with perfect faith
When I let you in
I began to win
And now I'm just all gold
After all I've done
And the road I've run
I want to thank you

{Jasper felt grateful for Alice’s presence throughout his struggles in the many years they had traveled together in search of the Cullen family.}

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Please comment and enjoy! ^-^

For my latest Alice/Jasper EP - The Lights Go On Again, click HERE.

fandom: twilight, fanmix

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